I am really tired of coughing. It's definitely improved some, but I seem to be stuck on a hump where I don't feel terrible, but I'm tired and I can't quite get rid of the cough. Especially in the morning, I cough my face off, sometimes to the point of gagging. My voice seems to be stuck in this somewhat raspy/squeaky phase that is deeply annoying when I'm on the phone. I'm so glad today is Friday.

Last night, I made the halibut and got some sides from Fogo de Chao for dinner. The halibut was a little overcooked and dry, so I'll have to watch that next time it comes in our seafood box. I think next month is shrimp and Cod, so that'll be good. That, I'm definitely going to beer batter. But that won't come for a couple of weeks.

UPS was SO annoying last night. I don't know why they put a time on the order. "Oh, it's 100^ going to be there between 2-4pm!" It finally arrived around 8:15pm. If they'd tell me that up front, I'd prefer it. But we got Jess' teas, though a chunk of them ended up being rooibos tea, which neither of us is particularly fond of, so we may be passing those off to people. The downside of getting sample packs, I suppose. Hopefully, [personal profile] coyotegestalt and [personal profile] poisontaster like rooibos, because they're probably getting a care package.

The crab feast also arrived, which is awesome. It's probably going to be a Sunday afternoon crab feast, but that'll be okay. As long as I get to stuff my face with some Dungeness, I'm happy.

I've become a hype person for our vacation. The whole reason I got them is because we have a crab feast in Ketchican, and I wanted to make sure everyone liked Dungeness, since only Jess and I had ever had it, I think. I know my sister hadn't, and I'm pretty sure BIL has not. Plus, it's a little piece of Alaska to help get them excited for the trip. Probably not needed as everyone is pretty excited already.

I've been watching videos of our new room at the Pan Pacific. It looks lovely, and the club lounge is very nice. I will probably take advantage of it, for breakfast and maybe afternoon and evening snacks. I also and considering an evening swim while we're there, weather dependent, of course. It's early may, so it might get up as high as 75 or 80, or it may stay stubbornly in the 60's. To be fair, we swam in the 60's in Disney, so it's not necessarily a dealbreaker. They have this gorgeous rooftop pool where you can swim overlooking the city of Vancouver, which sounds amazing.

Tonight, I believe dinner will be steaks and garlicky brussel sprouts. Tomorrow, no clue. We've got chicken and beef aplenty. Probably chicken. Oooh, or cream of crab soup. I do have a couple containers of crabmeat I could use. Blue crab, as opposed to Dungeness. Though if I wait, I could 100& use the left over Dungeness to make soup stock. Hmmm. I will think on this.

One more day of work til the relaxing weekend. We've got our Arvandor game on Saturday, which I'm looking forward to. It should be super fun. The party just started a fight with the evil empire's king, some body guards and a mage. They've already run a gauntlet of Dracoliches, so they are depleted on spell slots and resources, so this should be good.

I got the email that they're almost done with the typeset and art for the last book of the Monsters of 'Murka game that I kickstarted. I'm looking forward to it, though my enthusiasm for a satiric America is slightly dimmed by current circumstances.

I'm so tired of the news. I go on Bluesky and it's just a constant barrage of bad news and stressful news. I'm trying to limit my consumption because it just stresses me out and depresses me. But at the same time, I don't want to miss anything, so I still sneak on. The world is a shitshow, film at 11.

It makes me nervous about vacation--will Canada let us in for our cruise? Will we have problems coming back into the US? Considering our demographics as all cis-passing white folks, we probably won't have any issues, but the intrusive thought is there.

Okay, time for me to consider the merits of putting on pants. I don't really feel like it, but I shall. Leggings and a t-shirt for the win. Everyone have an outstanding Friday!
It's Thursday, or as I like to call it, Friday Eve. We're getting there! I'm really looking forward to relaxing for the weekend. I feel like that might help clear out the last of this crud. I'm defintely doing better, but I'm still coughing a bit and my voice varies between semi normal, gravel filled and hoarse and squeaky, sometimes all in the same sentence. It's annoying.

Yesterday was another busy day, though I spent some of it making outbound calls to fill in some slots and get some patients in sooner. Still, I kicked so much ass. One of my favorite things is playing tetris with the schedule. Sometimes, you'll have a 1/2 hour slot in a few days, and then two half hour slots with a patient in between them. So you're going to call that patient and move them. Preferrably to the earlier slot, but if not at least up or down 30min. So you end up with a 60 or 90 minute slot. I have very good luck at getting that 90 minutes. Case in point yesterday, where I opened up two hours (which coincidentally was how much we needed for a patient's MRI).

I got a bunch of clothes delivered from Thredup, which are all pretty nice. There's two pieces that weren't what I expected, so they go into the donate pile. Then, there's one I'm not sure of. But what I definitely got out of it is two fleeces, a cute orange cardigan, a swim cover up and a little black purse for the vow renewal that I absolutely love. Need to have my room key and inhaler with me when I'm out of the cabin.

Then, after work, there was an exciting thing. I was sitting and relaxing and I got a call from a 604 area code. Which is Vancouver, CA. I knew this from setting up stuff for the Alaska trip. So, I picked up. It was our hotel, the Pan Pacific calling to offer an upgrade for our room. Previously, we were staying in kind of the bottom tier of rooms. Still gorgeous, because it is a 5 star hotel, but their basic room. They offered an upgrade to the Club level for $50/night. I of course said yes. So now we're going to have breakfast, snacks, sodas and appetizers in our club lounge. I'm looking forward to trying it out. Looks like it's very nice. So that made me happy.

Something about speaking with an actual human made things feel more real. Like holy shit, y'all, I'm going to see the Pacific Ocean! It's been three years since we had a really good vacation at Disney, so this is very exciting. I've never seen another ocean, always the Atlantic. Even when I went out of country, I saw the other side of the Atlantic from the plane that took me to Scotland.

Today, I shall work, it will hopefully be a less busy day, and I will have some interesting projects.

Today, we have two packages coming. First one is from My Ireland Box. I had gotten my sister a box from Ireland for Christmas, but I ordered it too early and a lot of the baked goods had gotten moldy. (I wasn't sure about shipping time with the shit that was going on with the mail and tarrifs, so I ordered in November.) The second box is from Sitka Seafood. The Dungeness crab that came with our last monthly box was so good that I ordred more. We're going to invite the BIL over for a full out crab feast. It should be delicious, but I'm a little nervous about where we're going to put them while we wait for Feast Day. I need to get some good butter for dipping.

Payday was yesterday, so I paid all the bills this morning, whoo. It's nice not to have the car payment. I still owe money, but I'm paid up til 2027. I just keep putting some money down every month, so hopefully I'll have it paid off early next year. But the internet and car insurance are good.

I didn't end up doing the halibut last night, so I'll have to do that today. I wish I had a beer, so I could do a beer batter, but it's such a pain to order it and wait for delivery. It takes forever to get here. I could just run up the road to a liquor store and grab a six pack, or to the slightly further one and get an individual beer, but that seems like a lot of work. I'm excited to try halibut, as I have never had it before. I may just bake it, we'll see how it goes. I need to get some tartar sauce and lemon. I might make a lemon butter sauce. I'll source it from the internet how it's best to cook it.

This weekend, we have one game on Saturday and nothing else. That's probably for the best, since my voice is so unpredictable. I can get through DMing one game. Plus, it's Arvandor, which is a small party, which makes it a bit easier. Less talking over each other. There is one currently scheduled on Sunday, but that's dependent on how [personal profile] poisontaster is feeling. And I'm not GMing that, so I don't have to talk nonstop.

Okay, time for me to hop off, and consider getting dressed. Everyone have a stellar Thursday!
It's Wednesday! Halfway through the week! I'm very tired and would like to go back to bed. Normally, I wake up to take Rybelsus and then just doze until I get up, but today I fell asleep hard and since there was only about an hour until my alarm went off, it's left me somewhat woofly.

This upper respiratory bug has really been annoying the everliving shit out of me. I'm so sick of coughing and having a hoarse voice. It's slowly improving, I think? But yesterday I had a lot of coughing and a really raw throat. Thank goodness the PA gave me codeine for bedtime. I actually slept through most of the night without waking up coughing til I gag. I have no clue what I actually had. Random virus? Covid? Flu? RSV? Not a clue. None of the tests came back positive, but according to the PA, that's not unusual for this year's flu, which is where she was placing her bets. Whatever, it sucked.

My sister is only coughing once in a while now, and Jess is back to taking their daily walk, though still coughing some, so we're all getting there.

After the deliciousness of the Dungeness crabs, I went back and ordered more. They come tomorrow, so we'll be having a big ol' crab feast this week. They're coming tomorrow, so hopefully, we can do it on Friday or Saturday. They were just so delicious. I may like Dungeness more than lobster, though I need a side by side taste test. We've told the BIL that he can join us for the crab feast, of course. He's never had Dungeness, so I hope he likes it.

I sent him a couple of links of our hotels and ship, and he is currently freaking out at how expensive my choices are. lol He went to my sister and asked if she knew how expensive the Pan Pacific is!?! I will admit, it's pricey. Which I won't lie, it is. But I chose convenience over cost in this case. It sits on top of Canada Place, which is the cruise terminal, so going to the port is as simple as taking an elevator down. They will have a porter come and get our luggage the morning of the cruise and transfer the bags directly to the ship. Plus a breakfast buffet. A choice between that and getting an Uber and getting dropped outside, then having to go to the lower level to drop of our big bags, and back up to start embarcation? This sounded much simpler, and I don't care if the price is a bit steep. Plus, I got a pretty good deal. Also, it's a five star hotel! I've never stayed in a 5 star, so this should be fun.

Presumably the one on the way back is less objectionable, as it's only a 4 star and a lot less expensive.

He, my sister and Jess are basically travel princesses. (Gender neutral princess.) They're just going to show up where I tell them to, and enjoy the ride. I've got everything in my email and we're ready to go. I just booked dinner for the first night of the trip. It's a place across from the hotel called ARC. I hope it's as good as it's menu looked.

I'm debating on dinner tonight. Do I feel up to cooking a nice fried halibut? I've had the filets hanging out for weeks, so it might be time to make a battered fish. I have no fries, but I could put in a wee order and get some. Might be tasty. We shall see.

And on that note, I'm going to hop off and get myself together. Everyone have an outstanding Wednesday!
Greetings on this Tuesday morning! Turns out, even with the good cough syrup, I'm still awake at night. Freaking steroids. Oh well, it's okay, at least I got a little more sleep than the night before.

Yesterday at work, it was bugfuck insane. The one offices PET machine has been down for 4 days, and will be down again today. Patients were understandably upset, since this is part of their cancer diagnosis, but goddamn, stop taking it out on us. We did not have the machine break AT you. Also, you are not special, we'll get you back in as soon as we can, but I'm not bumping someone else for you.

Add to that, call volumes were incredibly high. At one point, we had 37 calls waiting. It was absolutely the busiest I've ever seen it. I took 52 calls, and that was with making some outbound calls. I was waiting for it to slow down to make them, but I finally had to just do them because it wasn't slowing down. When I left, there were 25 calls waiting. If I hadn't had a doctor's appointment at 4:45, I would have offered to stay and get a little OT.

Instead, I hopped off and right onto a virtual doctor's appointment. The nurse practitioner I saw was very sweet. She kicked down the codeine cough syrup, and told me if it goes past day 17, I. should let her know and she'll order a chest xray. I can live with that. The cough syrup was very important to me. It means actual relief. I didn't cough much last night between that an our vaporizer, which was good. Like I said, the steroids are still making it difficult to sleep straight through, but when I am sleeping, it's pretty good sleep.

After I finished with the nurse practitioner, I threw on some hamburgers and Twice baked potatoes, which turned out very well. We're still using the good grass fed beef that we got from the farm, so it's especially tasty and not too fatty. It's expensive, but I highly recommend Evensong Farm's Beef shares. You get to choose your cut package. The beef is grass fed and delicious. I've done it for two years, and I plan to do it again in the spring and pick it up at the Silver Spring Farmer's market. If any of my DC peeps want to get some, I'm happy to put in the order when it comes time.

Then, I went to get my prescription, and came home to walk the dog. Then, right after, I took the cough medicine and went to relax. We listened to another episode of Bake On, which is a podcast about the Great British Bake Off, and I fell asleep halfway through.

Today, I'm still coughing, but maybe a tinge better? The voice is annoying--it's kind of raspy and deep, and I'm going to have a fun time talking all day. I sound like a sex bot, so that'll be fun.

We're down to 114 days til Alaska. Every time the clock ticks another 5 points, I get excited. It's below 115, which is something. By the end of the month we'll be in double digits. I want to start getting our dog used to the sitter, but I need to wait until this crud is done. I don't believe that I'm still contagious, but the cough *sounds* abysmal.

The sitter is the last piece of the puzzle. I'm sure Yoda will be okay with her, though I'm sure he's going to be a pain about eating while we're gone. Boodle probably will be sad, but she'll be okay. Hopefully, Yoda bonds with her, so that he will spend the day pushed up against her like he does us. Thanks to the way he loves his groomer, I'm cautiously optimistic.

It's slowly dawning on me that I'm going on a cruise. I know I booked it, and have scheduled excursions and done research, but it's actually going to happen. I'm terrified that something will go wrong, but mostly I'm just excited about it. I'm actually going to see the Pacific Ocean and Seattle and Vancouver, and some of the Alaskan ports. We talked about this cruise years ago, but couldn't do it because of Dad. But it's all paid off. I paid everything up front except the one hotel and one of the car services.

I've decided in our Vancouver day we're going to get passes to the hop on hop off bus, so we can get to all the major tourist attractions with no problems. It might mean missing out on a few local gems, but that's okay, there's no way we could see everything in one day. My two things are Granville Island and Gastown. I'd like to see Stanley Park, but we'll see what we have time and energy for. Oh, and I want to do the Flyover ride. Totally a tourist trap, but the version in Disney was one of my favorite experiences. It looks like they have two possible experiences, one a flyover of Canada, and one of Iceland. Ideally, I'd do both if there's time.

Okay, time for me to consider the merits of pants. Everyone have an awesome Tuesday!
And, we're back to Monday! Whooo! IT's probably going to be a busy day with a lot of tea and warm drinks to get through without coughing. I think it is slowly improving, just a lot slower than I'd like. At the rate I'm going , it'll be another 3-5 days before I'm better, unless the steroids do a sudden kung fu maneuver on my lungs. Which is not seeming likely. It's helped some, but not like I was hoping. On the plus side, aside from some sleep issues, I haven't been overly angry, so the ADHD meds are holding strong.

It's weird that ADHD meds have done so much for my anxiety and mood swings. It's just like a warm blanket and cup of tea for my body and brain. When he gave the meds, the doctor mentioned that it might cause anxiety or hype me up. But in reality, I feel much more solid and relaxed when I have the medication. Apparently, it's not unusual for women to have that reaction, because for us sometimes, ADHD can be different, and of course no one studied it until recently, so it's tough to find the info. For women, it can involve being inattentive--having trouble concentrating on one thing, anxiety, mood swings, feeling the desperate need to be doing something, but not being able to chose or focus. And the meds just...turned that off. Now I only have anxiety in the evenings when the drug wears off. I really wish I could have a short acting that I could take at about 5 to ease me into the night time sleepy meds. But doctors are weird about controlled substances.

Yesterday was a nice day. It started with a game that [personal profile] coyotegestalt is running--a 9 session "one shot." To be fair, it probably would have been a shorter game if I was a bit less of a chaos demon from Hell. It was planned that the giant and his dragons would fly away, and we'd have to chase.

In practice, I blinded one of the dragons, and they crashed, and I started an absolutely bonkers fight with probably a hundred enemies. (Most low level and easily destroyed, with about 6 heavy hitters.

Most of my rounds have been given over to healing, but this last game, I got the chance to do something cool. One of my spells was "control water." We had a giant water elemental come in and flood an enormous swath of beach, catching several of my companions in it. Control water is ridiculously overpowered, so in one turn, I cleared half the beach of water, ala Moses. This allowed Jess' character Kragnik to run up the beach and punch a dragon to death. (The Monk class is wild.)

Then, before my next turn, Kragnik ran after the giant, and was about to try to take him on solo. My character, Casey has a bit of a crush on Kragnik, and was not having that, so they cast Harm on the giant, which killed it. Of course, immediately afterwards, Kragnik got smacked real hard by a the giant wave, so next turn will definitely be healing. It was super fun, and I felt good that I could get us out of the problem I had 100% caused. Fortunately [personal profile] coyotegestalt does not blame me for my Chaos Muppet tendencies, even if it changed the game they planned.

After that, we sat and watched two episodes of Bake Off, which was lovely. We finished Pastry and Meringue week. Then, I fucked around on the internet and looked at vacations for 2028. We're already set for this year and next, with Alaska this year, and Iceland to Rotterdam next year.

I'm thinking about a Mediterranean cruise in 2028. We'd board in Barcelona and go to Athens with stops in Cannes, France, Sicily, Rome, Crete and Mykonos. It sounds very tempting. The real expense is going to be the airfare. I joined Ratepunk, so I can keep an eye out for the cities to see what we can find.

I'll have to continue to hoard my PTO so that I'll be good for that in 2 years. It's a 10 day cruise, so I'll need at least 14 days of PTO out of the 17 I get. (18 if MLK continues as it's been.). It's a lot, but it's a 10 day cruise, and I'd like a day in Barcelona and a day in Athens to explore. It's Europe, so we're going to eat a 15-20hrs each way with travel. So that should do it.

After spending years not being able to really go anywhere, I'm definitely making the most of the ability to travel. There's places I want to see, dammit.

After I finished looking at the possibile ships available to cruise on, I made dinner, pork chops with Saltverk's Arctic Thyme salt and perogies with sour cream and sauerkraut. (Jess skipped the sauerkraut. Not a fan.)

Then we walked the dog and retired to our bedroom to wind down. It was a lovely day and I am glad I had it, since work today is sure to be busy.

And on that note, I shall hop off and get myself together. On the plus side, I got some hard boiled eggs, so I don't have to worry about doing that. It's lazy, but I'm still sick, so fuck it.

Everyone have an amazing Monday!
It's Sunday morning at 7 am, and that means it's time to get my journalling on. /random Bake on reference.

After game on Friday, the cough and more problematic hoarse voice came roaring back. I finally had to cancel both games because I had no voice, and I just felt kind of shitty. I felt horribly bad about it, but I just couldn't. Jess convinced me to take the first blast of a steroid dose pack, so I started on that. I was resisting because it makes me moody and bitchy normally. Though as Jess pointed out, I've not taken them with the Astartys or Vyvanse, so the "you must chill" job that it does might blunt some of the side effects. We shall see. I just took my second dose, and my god those things are vile. They have no coating, so they start melting the moment you put them in your mouth, and they are nasty tasting.

Yesterday, I did put on clothes long enough to take my sister to the garage to have her car done. She'll go today to pick it up. She says she'll have BIL take her, but we'll see. I suspect I'll be taking her after game, but we'll see.

I have a game this morning that I'm not dming for, so hopefully that one won't be a problem. I'll just mute until I have to speak, and that'll be fine. This afternoon, I plan to do nothing, except maybe get our Bake Off on. The season's been done for nearly 4 months, I know who wins, but I still want to watch it.

We have another contender in the dress bonanza. I like this one too, but I'm still deciding. Neither of the top contenders have pockets, which is annoying, but I got a little black cross body bag that'll cover me for the basics.

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I know it's hard to tell, because literally all I did was throw on a bra and the dress. Just imagine it with my hair looking like it's been brushed and with black flats and a pair of nice tights on. (also, tights, nude or sheer black? I can't decide.)

I would also like to do some work on the cruise, so that I can get everyone checked in. I do need to get travel insurance, just in case we get sick in Vancouver, or on the cruise as well. I'm going to compare some plans, and go from there. We're all basically healthy, so it shouldn't be terrible.

For dinner, I actually need to cook. Pork chops with garlic pirogies and sour cream and sauerkraut (if desired). I think it'll be delicious.

Tomorrow shall be work. I'm sure my counterpart will be back, so I'll be doing a little more phones, little less wheeling and dealing, though we'll see. I know I have a few people to call back about their appts to move them to a different location. Certain insurances don't want to allow patients to schedule at hospital connected radiology centers, because there's a facility fee, and they don't want to pay that. But our system is not sophisticated enough to block it, so people book and then I call them and move them. It's a pain in my ass, and the least favorite part of my job. Fortunately, I can also send them messages through the portal, so sometimes I do that as well.

We've got like five patients this week and I've gotten through to one. Which I 100% understand. I don't answer my phone either. Though on most phones, we come up as Johns Hopkins or at least "Medical." So I'd probably answer.

Time to go forth and prepare for this game. Hopefuly, I can make myself heard with my still-hoarse voice. Everyone have a stupendous Saturday!
It's Saturday and my body let me sleep in til a 6:30am. Which doesn't sound like much, but is an hour and a half after I normally get up, so I'll take it.

We played Frostmaiden last night, and it went pretty well. I coughed a bit, but I was mostly able to mut myself before I had a big coughing fit. The game was awesome, fun and twisty, and a lot of fun. My chaos muppets tried diplomacy--twice! Now they have a meeting with some sort of god, and a quest will rise from that, most likely. Frostmaide is long past the point of being a module, now it's all homebrew, which is kind of my favorite thing to do.

I was just looking at maps for said quest, and I found some awesome ones. I'm looking forward to springing them on my players.

Work was quiet yesterday as far as phones, but I was busy. White Marsh sent a thing with four cardiac CT slots that needed to be filled. The first one was on Monday. Could you have not noticed that earlier in the week so I wasn't giving people such short notice. I also got a Mammo, two MRIs and a Barium Swallow in earlier. I kicked ass! My second tier boss was very grateful. I managed not to ask him what was going on, because I'm pretty sure he'd disapprove of his manager telling me anything, and I don't want mommy and daddy fighting.

Seriously, what qualifies as "rather soon?" I want to know now! I have some lovely qualities, but patience is not one of them. I am more "rabidly curious."

Today, we have two games, one at 2 and one at 7. I'm DMing both, so this'll be interesting. Fortunately, if my voice gets craggy, it's only appropriate for the second game, Crooked Moon, as it is a weird little folk horror campaign.

I unfortunately, will have to put on a bra and go out today. I've gotta follow my sister over so she can leave her car for an oil change and check up, and I'll take her to pick it up either between games or tomorrow.

Tomorrow, one game where I'm not DMing, so I don't have to talk much, thankfully.

For someone who feels like tea is just okay, i've been drinking a lot of it lately. With game last night, Jess finally got to use their new teapot! They had two pots during game, and seemed to enjoy both new flavors. They really like the teapot, and posted a picture in the discord, so everyone could ooh and aah over it. (It's tradition to post pictures if you have good food or drink for game.) We've found a few tea companies and have proceeded to buy samples from all of them.

I'm rather fond of the Cherry Almond tea we got from Baltimore Coffee and Tea company. That really hits the spot, and keeps my cough to a minimum.

Our seafood order finally came, and despite being a day late, was still frozen solid. It had salmon and 2.5 lbs of Dungeness crab legs. Good lord that was delicious. Of all crabs, Dungeness may be my favorite, and of course, are the hardest to get around here.

Okay, time to go forth. Everyone have an excellent Saturday!
Ugh, the news out of the last couple of days is just...horrifying. A woman dead, her wife and child left to mourn, and now two more people shot in Portland, plus the rest of the horrible abuses by ICE. I hate it, and I wish there was more that I could do to improve things. But as there is not, I will watch and stand witness. It's what I've got. For my mental health, I tend not to comment here on current news. That doesn't mean that I'm not angry and scared--I am. I just prefer not to bring it over here.

It's Friday and I am already tired. The coughing and snot is giving me acid reflux like whoa. Or at least something that feels like it--a rawness and burn at the back of my throat. It's annoying.

I seem to be back to coughing a lot at night. I did not sleep well at all. But here I am upright and ready for the day.

Yesterday was...interesting. I was chatting with the department manager, who I'm friends with. We'll chat through the day with a combination of work and personal stuff. I asked her if we had gotten a raise this year, sice I hadn't heard anything. She forwarded me my letter. Up to just about $58k now. But then, she sent me a message letting me know that it was on the way, and then told me that "There should be an opportunity for another (pay) bump rather soon."

Which, yay, but I have questions. First, what does "rather soon" mean? Second, how much are we talking here? And last, does this come with a title change? Enquiring, impatient minds want to know! My ability to wait patiently is not particularly good.

I get the feeling that she's like me at Christmas. She couldn't wait to give me a tidbit, but she can't give me the whole yet. I know they've been working on the head of radiology to upgrade me, but I didn't think it would happen this quickly. They're notoriously cheap. But we had a banner year and I contributed to that by filling in at least a hundred Cardiac CTs and MRIs that would have otherwise gone to waste. They're worth several thousand dollars each, so I've more than earned my keep. I've covered the PET queue when people have been out, and I've played the part of a Patient Access specialist III on multiple occasions, so I do feel I'm due, but the ghost of IKEA and 911 linger, so I really didn't think I'd ever be promoted.

Even if I have to wait to find out the particulars, it's nice to know that they're not putting me into the "too valuable to promote" trap, but instead in the "too valuable to lose" category.

Aside from that, it was a day. My voice continues to be craggy and drops out here and there.

Tonight, we have Frostmaiden, and I am going to play that, even if I cough in my player's ears. I am not pushing that another week. We'll see how Saturday's games go. I'll probably try to butch through them. We cancelled Sunday's, so I'll have the afternoon to rest and relax. We do have a game on Sunday morning, but that one is run by [personal profile] coyotegestalt so I don't have to talk much.

Tomorrow, if my body (and the cat) would be so kind, I'd like to sleep in a bit. I'm not asking for miracles, 7am would be lovely. Then, I'll follow my sister over to the oil change place, so she can get her car done. We'll just leave it there, and I'll take her back over between games or on Sunday afternoon.

Okay, time for me to consider getting in the mindset for work. Ew. First, I'm going to make sure that I have Frostmaiden ready and prepped for tonight. Everyone have a fabulous Friday!


I bring you another song from Hazbin Hotel. All you need to know is that the first singer is Lucifer, and the second is the megalomaniacal sinner who's trying to take over Hell. The song includes the phrase "we'll make hell great again." It's awesome.

We're almost to Friday, y'all! I'm still coughing, but I'm hoping it clears up in the next day, because we have a TON of games scheduled. Or that I can butch through what we've got. It looks like someone can't do our Sunday game, so that's one less that I have to DM. I was looking forward to it, but it's okay, we can reschedule, and that gives me a little downtime on Sunday.

Yesterday was a good day. A lot of calls, but also a lot of shcedule wiggling. I got a lot of patients in for urgent appointments which alsways makes me happy. I like taking someone who's scared and worried, and getting them in quickly. Hopefully they'll have good outcomes. Today, I've got a Cardiac CT slot to fill for tomorrow, and then whatever else the day brings.

[personal profile] dine frequently does the question of the day on her journal. Todays was: Do you look back on your school days with fondness? What was your favourite subject to learn? I had an initial response that was just a hiss, but then I thought about it.

And my second answer is still a hiss. I hated school. I was a little anxious kid with learning disabilities in the 1970s and 1980s. In elementary school, I would have panic attacks. In Kindergarten, they gave me a plastic stretch bracelet with flowers. I was supposed to use it (?) to ward off my inconvenient crying jags. Did it work? Fuck no. Then, I got to first grade and reversing letters (b and d? c'mon now), they put me part time into special education. Where to help with this, they taught me cursive. (yes, really) Then, they'd send me back to my regular class where I...wasn't allowed to use cursive. Second through 4th was okay, but then in 5th, I had a massive allergic reaction to an antibiotic. Full anaphylaxis. The teacher was not sympathetic. It was a real pain in the ass.

In Middle School, the anxiety came roaring back, and brought it's friend, depression. I had one good year, and then it went to shit. I failed Science and Social studies. So, to allow me to pass, they had me take summer school in...math? They didn't have science or social studdies, so they decided to put me into math class, which I'd passed just fine. It was not a good crowd. I nearly got my ass beaten repeatedly by my fellow students. It was great. I faked an asthma attack to leave early on the last day, becaause I was getting my ass kicked that afternoon, I had been assured.

High School sucked even more, as I went in on day one and thought "I can't do this for four years." I failed to turn in work, missed a ton of time where I just refused to go in, and then would come in and ace the final exam. The one teacher was nearly in tears that he had to fail me, when I'd gotten the highest grade on the final. He actually cared. The rest were just too burned out. I dropped out in (what would have been) my junior year and got my GED.

My favorite subject was probably history. We had to take a year of civics class, and I loved that.

The depression would continue to be a problem until I hit about 27, when I had a doctor who finally gave me zoloft. I mean, it's been a problem off and on since, but I've at least been medicated.

Today, I have a few packages coming. One is seafood, one is meats and one is my slippers. I am excited for all of them, but the seafood is high on the list. It's going to include Dungeness crab, which makes me very happy. Whether I cook that tonight or tomorrow is up in the air, but we'll see.

Okay, time for me to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have a terrific Thursday!
It's Wednesday! We're at the halfway point of the week. Day 8 of whatever fucking bug this is. It's still going strong.

I'm so sick of coughing. It passed annoying and has moved into loathing. It doesn't seem to want to let go and I need it to leave now. It's had it's fun, I've coughed until I've gagged, that's it. I'm done with it. Yet here I am coughing. It's like this virus doesn't respect my boundaries at all. I actually went to the urgent care, only to get a pat on the head and a pack of steroids, which I don't want to take. They make me angry, and I don't like that. I always feel snappish and bitchy. I figure I'll give it til day 11 or 12. If it's still hanging around, I'll consider it.

I knew Urgent Care was a useless idea. Honestly, all I wanted from that visit was a codeine cough syrup. I did not get it.

It's a shame gummies aren't anti-tussive. That I can just get.

We'll see if my voice holds out today. Yesterday, it was getting very wispy, but we'll see how it goes.

We tried a new Yemeni restaurant called House of Mandi yesterday and the food was amazing. Very flavorful. I got what was basically a biriyani, called Chicken Zorbian. It was so good. I could actually taste it, which has been a bit of a problem from all the congestion.

Last night, our tea order from Whistling Kettle came. It was too late to try things, but I'm looking forward to trying the butterscotch or cotton candy tea today. Both smell amazing. I'm leaning towards the butterscotch, but we'll see.

I also got our salt order, which is lovely. I ordered from Saltverks, which is a company based out of Iceland. I ordered their flaky sea salt and their Arctic Thyme see salt. They're hand harvested, and taste lovely. I'm looking forward to feeling better so I can use them when I cook.

I also got a jug of the white chocolate mocha sauce from Fontana. It's the sauce that Starbucks uses, but the company is not at all affilliated with them. Thus, I can have my sauce and uphold the boycott. It's very tasty in my coffee this morning.

Lastly, we got an amazon order that had some little travel clocks in it. I've heard that during the Alaska cruise, your phone doesn't always sync with ship time, so it's important to have a clock that is independent of that. We have two clocks, one for the living room and one for the bedroom.

I don't think I have a whole lot else that we need to get for the cruise. I think we've got all our stuff.

I've got other packages coming this week. Nothing exciting, just some little things, though I do have slippers coming. My feet are always cold while I'm working, since my desk is by the window, so I thought I'd grab a pair of supportive slippers. Fed Ex says it's coming today, but I think maybe not, since the last tracking is in New Jersey.

Okay, time for me to relax and sip my coffee and hope it melts some of the gross snot in my throat. Everyone have a stupendous Wednesday!
It's Tuesday! I survived Monday! Work was bugfuck busy, so I tried to limit the amount of time I spent off the phones doing callbacks. I ended up taking about 50 calls. By the end of that, my voice was drifting. I sounded kinda porn star-ish most of the day, my voice getting progressively more throaty. By 4:30, it was starting to fade out for a syllable here and there. So it would be "thank you for call--- Johns Hopk-- Radiology." It was kinda sad.

Patients were mostly nice though. And we got great news mid day in the form of an email asking if we wanted to do the same thing we did last year for MLK. Technically, we're closed, but because the sites are open, they asked for a few volunteers to work that day. You get time and a half, plus 8 hours of PTO put into your bank. 1. I can always make use of the money. 2. I can damn sure use the extra PTO! I'm going to be cutting it close for the cruise, but an extra day will loosen thing up just a touch. And it'll mean that in 4 weeks when I get that PTO, I can book out both of the Mondays I need. They're harder to get, so I want to do them first up. Then, I'll fill in the rest as we go. I hit reply on that email SO fast, and now I'm scheduled for 10hr that day.

Still feeling like ass today. Coughing, sneezing and congested. I am not enjoying this cold or whatever the fuck it is. It's tested negative for everything. I tried to get an appt last night to just touch base with the doctor, but she never showed up. I sat in the virtual meeting room for 45 min, and no doctor. I'm a little pissed about that. I'm going to call during my break and see what the fuck happened, and ask if my doctor can prescribe something for the nighttime cough. I'm tired of not sleeping.

Wow, the blue/green dress took that poll in a landslide victory! I have one more dress coming, but I think it'll be tough for it to top how flattering the green dress is on me. I'll put up another poll when it gets here, or at least a picture. I had kind of wanted a longer dress, but if I put on some nice tights, It'll look good. Plus, no pile of alterations! Thank you all for voting. (The Black dress will probably be coming on the cruise too for the gala night, so It'll get it's chance to shine.)

I'm debating on dining for the cruise. As part of the Have It All package, Jess and I got free dining credits to the specialty dining. The Morimoto pop up isn't part of the package, so we've got two specialty dining credits banging around. I'm tempted to book something else, but I don't know which one, and on which night. I kind of want to start and finish in Club Orange, which is the special dining room for suite passengers. Which leaves four nights we could do it. First sea night on Sunday, Tuesday in Skagway, Thursday in Ketchikan. Or, I could do it on our last sea night if I wanted to finish with a specialty.

As far as the cuisine, there's the steakhouse, or there's the French restaurant or there's the Asian fusion. Steakhouse would probably be better for everyone, but I also love French Food. I probably would skip the Asian, as we're doing Morimoto on Wednesday. I will think on this and look at menus.

Today is sure to be another busy day at work. We'll see if my voice holds out! For now, time to consider getting ready for work. Everyone have the very best Tuesday!
It's Monday, and I am not ready. I need another couple of days, I think. I seem to be coughing more last night and this morning, so that's not ideal. I will stumble through work, but it's probably going to suck.

Yesterday was mostly a day of being a lump, though I did do one productive thing and dyed my hair. It's now a purple/red. It's pretty, but I do want more purple, so I may bleach next time and then dye, if the overtone doesn't bring out more purple. It's not bad, just not what I want.

The other thing I did was have Jess take pictures of my three dresses. I thought I knew which one I liked, but the pictures show a different take. So I'm outsourcing it. What do you think? (you can also see the hair color!)

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After that, I went back to my nightgown and remained a lump. I rewatched a youtube series on the ship. Part of the problem I have with a lot of the youtube vids is that they're made by able bodied people who do shit like hike of their own free will. I need someone like me to make a video. Someone who can walk, but gets tired and needs to sit. Someone who will be using the free buses and shuttles and will not be taking five mile hikes for fun.

There's one place that has 79 steps. I'm taking the courtesy van, thank you.

Then, I felt in need of a comfort movie, so I put on the Losers. Goddamn, I love that movie. It's such a great 80's style action/comedy and is totally my jam. The cast doesn't hurt, and goes way harder than they need to. Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Chris Evans, Idris Elba, Zoe Saldana and Jason Patric. It's fun and it's fluffy and it was exactly what I wanted for the day. And from a purely aesthetic point, that's a whole lot of pretty stuffed into one movie.

After that, it was time for dinner and to walk the dog. He's been SO obliging the last few days about not getting long walks. He'll walk up to the corner and do his business. I hope that soon, I'll be up to doing the full walk.

And on that note, I'm going to hop off and get ready for work. Everyone have an amazing Monday!
Welcome to Sunday! I can't believe the weekend is already on the downslope. I did nothing yesterday. Watched a couple of episodes of Great British Bake Off, which was very soothing.

We're all still sick. We cough like we're a classic car trying to start, we never have tissues very far away. I do not appreciate it at all.

I plan today to do more of the same. I'd planned to sleep in, but Boodle put an end to that dream with her sharp little patting paws. I'm so glad I trimmed her claws last weekend. The rest of the day will be relaxing, watching Bake Off, maybe comfort watching something, I don't know what. Part of me is thinking Captian America: The Winter Soldier, part is thinking maybe LOTR or the Losers.

With nothing much to focus on, and no actual ability to focus, I've been perusing Cruisetok and cruises on youtube. It's been good. I've been rewatching videos of people's Alaska cruises on the Koningsdam, which is out ship. It's given me a pretty good feel for where things are, as has looking at the floorplan of the Koningsdam.

My ADHD is pleased by this. I want to know where everything is, so that I can lead my family to the various venues, like a little shepherd, until they know were they're going. My favorite is Nothern Viking Explorers videos. They did a nice story on the Koningsdam from the 2024 cruise season. There hasn't been any really comprehensive videos for 2025. Maybe I'll make one for 2026, who knows. I plan to at the very least document what it's like staying in the Pinnacle Suite for people. There's a lack of that, unfortunately, which is sad, because I'd like to know.

I am annoyed that I have nothing left to plan. We've got all our excursions, the trip is fully paid off, the pre and post cruise hotels are booked and the car services have been booked and paid for. Beyond that, there's nothing I can do. I like planning things, so this is also sad.

I got a couple of dresses to try out for the vow renewal. I think I've picked it out, though there is one dress still to come (well, 2, but the second, I didn't realize had a strappy back, so that will not work with a bra (and I need a bra.) The one I'm waiting on is a gorgeous blue dress from ThredUp.

The one I really like is a black wrap neck dress that's shot through with sparkly colored threads. It doesn't look like much on the manequin, but on a person it actually looks really nice.

The blue dress I think is supposed to come this week. Which excites me. I love getting packages. If I have energy today, I'll try on the other two dresses and see which one I like better. Of course, if I have energy, I'll dye my hair. I got a new violet color that I really think will suit me. I'll play it by ear.

Okay, time for me to wrap up and maybe think about eating something. Everyone have a stupendous Sunday!
It's Saturday and I'm going to do my best to do nothing today. Just sit here like a lump and consider the merits of becoming one with our purple couches.

One year later, I still freaking love the furniture we I picked out. They're super comfy and a little bit off beat and faintly goth. Perfect for me.



They're holding up really well, despite. our fat asses.

I am still sick. Still coughing and sneezing and everything is much more congested sounding. I have snot in my throat and I do not like it.

Yesterday I survived work! I was doing a lot of outbound calls, so I was able to take a few minutes between and kind of baby my voice. There were two cardiac CTAs and two Cardiac MRIs that needed to be filled, which I did handily, and sent out an email saying that all four had been filled. The head of Radiology thanked me and said that I was fast, and the head of our dept replied that they called me the queen of the Cardiacs. The head of rad immediately took my profile pic and photoshopped a crown onto it and said "lets make it official." I replied with the princess diaries gif, of Anne Hathaway doing the princess wave. I might be reading into it, but I'm wondering if my managers are starting to wear her down for a new position just for me. Time will tell!

The rest of the day I sat and coughed and we watched Bake Off. Today, maybe more Bake Off. We're about halfway through episode 3 of the most recent season.

For now, though, I've got two glorious days to rest and recover, and hopefully kick this bug. Jess has seen stuff on the internet that says it can go up to 8-12 days, which is annoying. I'm hoping not, though. Jess is also still sick, as is my sister, who is probably on day 6 of the bug. Jess and I are neophytes on day 4, so we might have a bit to go.

I should be waking up in Philly today, but alas. It was definitely the right call to cancel, but I'm still sad. We'll have to figure out another time that we can go visit.

Okay, time for me to commence becoming one with the couch. Everyone have an outstannding Saturday!
I don't know how coherent this is going to be, but I'm going to give it a shot. Feeling 100% like shit today. Instead of improving, the cough has developed a cold so now I'm sneezing in addition to coughing so much that I sound like a 67 Chevy turning over. Awesome. I hate that for me.

I'm not quite to the point of drowning in snot, but I can see it on the horizon. I fucking hate being sick. I am not good at it, and I tend to be whiny. I'm already over this. I was over it when the first cough hit me, but now I am seriously done. It needs to fuck off and let me get a decent night's sleep. I haven't had one in like three nights thanks to the cough.

I had to cancel the 5th anniversary game of Frostmaiden, which made me sad. I may have shed a couple of tears after I sent the message that I was cancelling. I was just frustrated with my body and upset that I let the players of my second oldest game down. We at least were able to move it to the 9th, so it's not too far off.

TOday, I have work, whether I like it of not. I am realizing that I guessed correctly about going to Philly this weekend. There was just no freaking chance that I could drive nearly 2 hours like this. I'd be pulling over every three minutes to cough my brains out and blow my nose.

Instead, we will have a quiet weekend--no games scheduled til Sunday and that's not one I'm running, so even if I'm not quite fully healed, I can mute myself until I need to talk.

I just have to get through today's shift. I will, but it will probably suck.

Jess is equally sick, if not worse. They had a 99.6 temp yesterday. Not upto the point of a doctor marking it as a fever, but they normally run low, so 99.6 can feel like 100.6. At least they can take it easy today.

Depite cancelling Frostmaiden and the crud, which my sister also has, it was a nice day yesterday. We napped a couple of times and had plenty of good food via doordash and uber eats. The morning was mexican breakfast. I got the Hurrache Albanil, which is a corn tortilla, crema, cheese and two tried eggs on top. It's lovely and filling and very tasty. Right now, things aren't tasting that great. I'm more tired then hungry and when your stuffy like this flavors are muted. That was really tasty though. Jess got mole, which burned right through the stuffiness.

For lunch I ordered Crepes. There's a place in Catonsville caled the Crepe Escape and Creamery that happened to be on Uber. It looked interesting, so I ordered. It was very delicious. Jess got the tropical with mango, pineapple and strawberry with coconut cream inside. I got the Strawberry, bananna, raspberry with coconut cream. I loved it. I couldn't eat all of it, but it was great. I had chocolate truffles and sprinkles on it, which gave it a great texture, in addition to the chocolate tasting amazing. My sister got the strawberry, raspberry and blueberry with whipped cream, which looked lovely. My sister and Jess ate all of theirs, and then Jess finished mine before bed (with my blessing)

Dinner was Bonefish grill, which was somewhat disappointing. My steak sort of sucked, but the Lobster was pretty good. And the Boom Boom shrimp appetizer was as always wonderful.

Today, we'll see if I'm going to be up to cooking after work. I suspect no, but, We'll see. I have some really nice steaks that I could throw on if I'm able to stand for that long.

Okay, time for me to go forth and consider breakfast. I think I'm going to eat leaftover pork souvlaki skewers. Everyone have a most excellent Friday! *air guitar*
As per tradition, I bring you the song from the movie Toys to ring in the new year.



On this first day of the new year, I'm starting it out sick. I feel like ass, and I'm coughing and generally miserable. This is not the way I want my year to start. I'm trying to baby it along in the hopes that I can play our five year Frostmaiden anniversary game, but it's not looking promising. I'm going to give it some time and copious amounts of tea, but we'll see.

I went ahead and cancelled our trip to Philly for the weekend. Even if we're mostly better by tomorrow, I don't feel like it would be a good idea to visit with our friends. I think we're better off just trying to take it easy here.

I have no idea what this virus is. It's testing negative on the flu/covid tests, so maybe RSV? Or just your standard cold, though that usually doesn't come with feeling achy and chills, which Jess has had. The whole family is down with it, lucky us.

Yesterday, I made it through work and spent the rest of the day pretending to be a potato. We took the dog out for a walk at 6, but aside from that, I did nothing. We were in bed long before the ball dropped, though I woke up coughing a few times, so I'm not especially well rested.

Today, I'm planning more making like a potato, and maybe a nap. I might watch the rest of Pacific Rim, and maybe listen to some good music. We'll see. Exciting plans I have there. If I'm physically capable, we'll have game.

Tomorrow is usually our busiest day of the year at work, so that'll be fun. Hopefully, I'm not coughing as much by then.

And now, I shall get to my plans. Everyone have an amazing New Year's Day!
It's NYE, and I'm ringing it out in style--Plague style! (But not Covid style.) My sister kindly brought an upper respiratory infection home to us, and both Jess and I are down with it. I spent the night coughing my lungs up, which made for very restful sleep. We're supposed to have games tonight and tomorrow, but I just don't know right now if I'm going to be able to do it.

Yesterday was fairly slow, and I had a lot of patients that I needed to call to fill in slots. I got them filled, but it was not the easiest. Fortunately, my cough didn't get really bad until the evening hours. I'm sure today will be fun. I'd take off, but I need to save my PTO for the Alaska trip.

Tomorrow, I have off, which is awesome, then one day on Friday to work, then two days off. We're supposed to go to Philadelphia this weekend, but I really don't think that's likely. I'm not going to go up and risk giving it to my friends. It might have cleared up by then, but I do tend to hold on to coughs. So we'll cancel that, and hopefully go up another weekend.

Of all the adventures that we have planned, this is the one I'm least upset about needing to miss. As long as May is good, we're good. I don't like not getting to see my friends, but as I said, I also don't want to bear my plague to their doorstep. But at least it's not Covid. It also doesn't feel like the flu. Not intense enough. It sucks, don't get me wrong. I hate it. But right now it's just a moderate cough and a little congestion, which isn't terrible.

My sister swore she didn't feel bad, but I don't know what crack she's on, because I feel kind of assy. Part of that could be the lack of sleep, but ugh.

I felt bad enough last night that after work, I put on a comfort movie. I debated between movies, but ended up resuming Pacific Rim. I love that fucking movie. I'm not a huge fan of most kaiju movies, but that one hits my sweet spot. I love the design, I love the performances and I love the big robots smacking monsters. My only realy complaint is that the end is very difficult to see, as it's set in near darkness. I can deal with that, though. I especially love the interactions between the two leads. Raleigh (played by Charlie Hunnam) is one of my favorite depictions of masculinity in a movie. There's another Jaeger pilot who is a foil for Raleigh who's a bit more toxic masculinity, to contrast Raleigh's gentleness and kindness. Early on, he's found drift compatible with (gasp) a rookie female pilot, Mako Mori (played by Rinko Kikuchi). He quickly bonds wiht her, and throughout the movie, he's encouraging, kind and protective wihout being an asshole. He gives her respect, even when things don't go a planned. And in the end, you can 100% see how there might be love burgeoning, even though it's never touched on in the movie. The CGI holds up pretty well, and the world feels real. Also, a movie set in Asia with Asian actors in it!!

The second movie does not exist, despite John Boyega being entertaining in it. Or maybe it exists, but is not a sequel to this one.

The first Pacific Rim was directed by Guillermo Del Toro, and his hand is obvious throughout in the vivid colors and of course, a turn by Ron Perlman as a ne'er do well smuggler.

I'll probably watch the rest today, as I am still feeling lousy and in need of comfort.

And on that note, I'm going to sip this coffee and relax for a bit. Everyone have an excellent New Year's Eve!
It's Tuesday! We survived a Monday of a short week! We were actually really busy at work. I took 49 calls, and I was also doing other things, so it definitely picked up from last week. The people were mostly nice, but I swear that 20 of those calls were people calling to see if we had cancellations this week. The "But mah deductible" calls have begun in earnest.

By the time I finished for the day, I was very tired. Fortunately, Jess made jambalaya for dinner. It's their speciality, though at the house, we did it in the crock pot. It's 500 times better in the pan, may I say. Sautéing the mirepoix helps develop flavors a lot. We made it easy on them, and just ordered the diced mirepoix from Walmart, so all they had to cut up was the peppers. The recipe they used didn't have tomatoes of any kind, so they added a can of tomato sauce, and adjusted the liquid accordingly. It turned out SO well. I had two helpings! Jess did a good job.

Tonight will be BBQ short ribs, which should be tasty.

I have branched out in my studies to include the ship we're scheduled to go on in 2027 as well. They're sister ships, but the Rotterdam (2027) is a little newer, and I think has the teen club that opens up to everyone after 6. I'm going to play skeeball on the cruise ship.

We're under 130 days til the Koningsdam, and I'm very excited. Every time we pass another multiple of 10, it gives me a kick. When it goes down into the double digits, I'll be bouncing. It's still 5 months away, but it's creeping closer.

I'm still obsessing a little bit, making sure we have everything we need for it. Right now, I'm on the search for a dress for the vow renewal ceremony. After consideration, I decided that with all the work I'd need to do to the Siriano dress to make it fit, and be comfortable, it would just be a new dress. I'd need it hemmed, fitted, and I want sleeves to cover a bra, plus I hate the neckline and would need that changed. It would just be a lot. And I don't know that I have that much patience. I liked the color and some of the style, which is why I bought it, but it just isn't going to work.

I had ordered a dress from Ever-Pretty in their largest size. The measurements looked good, but when it arrived, I could barely get it over my head unzipped. I couldn't get my arms into it. I felt like a total whale, and felt moderately bad about myself for a good chunk of the afternoon and evening.

I've got two dresses coming from Torrid, a green long sleeve mini (I'm short, so the mini's tend to hit me mid to lower knee) and a black mini flecked with gold. I'm not sure either is the dress, but we'll see. I kind of envisioned a longer dress, but I do really like the silhouette of these. The green is a tie front, which usually makes my boobs look mighty, and the other is a skater dress, which I've always enjoyed. Torrid usually fits me really well, so they might not require any tailoring. I've also got a few dresses for dinner that I really like, including one for the Holland America Orange Party, which is a celebration of their Dutch heritage. I also have a sensible gray one for regular dinner. I plan to dress up a little bit for dinner. Nothing fancy, just a pretty dress or skirt.

Packing for Alaska is difficult, since in May, you never know what temp you're getting. Could be 60 (yes please), could be 40 or lower. We'll see what the weather says when it gets a little closer. Definitely taking my fleece and raincoat--we'll see if the heavy coat is needed. We have free laundry on the boat, so I don't need to pack a ton. Enough for 5-6 days should do it. Lots of leggings. Maybe fleece leggings. Night gowns, a mixture of tops, long and short sleeve. My best bras, and of course, underwear like I plan to shit myself twice a day. lol. I always overpack underwear.

I need it to be under 50lbs, with room for some souvenirs. Though I'm just going to get a few things. A magnet from each port, maybe some sort of native art, and little gifts for a few friends. I think between the four of us, we should be able to distribute our treasures between the suitcases without going over the limit. Though if one of us does, I'll pay the fee. Not going to get my knickers in a twist.

My suitcase looks huge anyway, so I think I'll be okay under 50. I may take a pair of jeans, just to have something other than leggings if I want it. (I probably won't want them.) A pair of flats for dressing up and a pair of hiking boots, though I may wear the boots for the flight. Tennis shoes will take up less room. That's about it for me. Oh wait, and slippers. Fuzzy, nice slippers for sitting on the balcony with a coffee and croissant.

Okay, time for me to go forth and get myself together for another fun day! Everyone have an amazing Tuesday!
And we're back to Monday again. We had a good, quiet Sunday during which I did nothing. The cinamon rolls I was thinking about making never appeared. (I also forgot to get cream cheese which is important for the icing. There's always Jan 1, or the afternoon of Dec 31.) I was a complete lump. My highlights were actually putting on a bra to go to lunch, and figuring out the Ticketmaster site for my sister.

For lunch, we were originally thinking of Fogo, since I have a birthday discount to use. But their parking is SO bad that I kept looking. There's a little restaurant that's right up the road, called Bluestone Restaurant. We'd gone there once, about 20 yrs ago, and weren't impressed. But since it's got a parking lot and brunch, we decided to give them another try. I'm so glad we did!

First off, it's directly across the street from Baltimore Coffee and Tea Company.

We wandered around the small shop and got some tea for Jess and a box of kcups for me. They have the best flavored coffee. Their Snicker Snicker coffee is so freaking good. This time, I got Frosty's Favorite, which is cinnamon and graham crackers.

We started out with Crab dip and calamari. Well, I started with calamari. Jess doesn't like it much, but I've been on a total kick. This was really good, too. Not at all rubbery! I ate about 1/2 of it? There was SO much food. The crab dip was really good, and the little fried pitas they gave us to dip were amazing. I could have eaten just them.

Entrees were huge. I got the Ocean and Gulf for me. It was a crabcake, shrimp and scallops in a buerre blanc sauce. It was so fucking good. The scallops were perfect, possibly the best I've ever had them. Buttery and delicious. Jess got the short rib, which also tasted really good.

Afterwards, we had an eggnog creme brûlée, which was pretty good. I wasn't sure if I liked it on first bite, because my brain was expecting regular, even though we'd ordered eggnog. By the end, I decided that I liked it a lot. We ate all of it.

Once home I found my sister struggling to transfer tickets for an upcoming hockey game and failing. I asked to see it and fixed the problem (you needed to scroll in one tiny panel, and it was being difficult and not scrolling when you dragged. You had to go in and use a teeny tiny scroll bar on said tiny panel. But we got it set, and now BIL has the tickets for the Hershey Bears Teddy Bear Toss. (Basically people bring teddy bears and at intermission, you toss them on the ice for the local hospital children's ward.) It's very sweet and wholesome, and the BIL does it every year.

We have our own, somewhat wholesome plans this weekend. Head up to Philly and visit with friends, go to the zoo and have fun, and then come home on Sunday.

I made Jess' literal tea table. It's very pretty and will be perfect for the pot, cup and also maybe a small plate of noms. Maybe a picture on Thursday after we set it up for game on Wednesday.

But for today, Work. Ew. We'll probably not be horribly busy today, though busier than Saturday for sure. Tonight, Jess is making some lovely Jambalaya, which should be awesome. Tomorrow, spare ribs. NYE, who the hell knows. We'll figure out something.

Everyone have a wonderful Monday!
Tonight, I might go to Trader Joes, or I might wait and do it on NYE, though they're going to be horribly busy. IT's all a matter of freezer space right now. Maybe we could do the turkey breast and get a large thing out of our freezer. That would help.
Another early morning thanks to a small kitty who was determined that I should get up. I tried to tell her that it was Sunday, and I could sleep in, but nooo, I had to get up and feed her. She sat on me and yanked on my blankets with her little claws. She's very persistent. After I fed her, I tried to go back to sleep, but that wasn't happening. I was now Awake and Annoyed about it. So I got up. Now I'm sitting in the living room, just kind of relaxing. Jess and I may go out for lunch today, but that's the only thing I have planned.

Work yesterday was a blip. I took three calls in 4 hours. I spent most of the time chatting with friends both work and non. By the time 12pm rolled around, my phone was down to 50% from me being on it so much. Fortunately, I did get a new charger for my desk. I was charging it off my computer, but I'm paranoid about getting dinged for a security risk, so I just got a plug.

I was ready to murder my sister. Our freezer is full. She's seen me do the fridge tetris. So why in fucks. name would you order a bunch of non-essential frozen shit? Most of it is residing in the fridge. In trying to Jenga, she was making a ton of noise, dropping shit, and cussing. My desk is literally less than 10 feet from the fridge/freezer. I was working. What the ever living fuck?

Once I finished work, we relaxed for a little while while she showed us every cute dog and baby on her feed. I don't object to either, but as I was trying to watch a video on our cruise ship, it was moderately annoying.

Finally at 2:30, she went out and silence descended. We watched the last four episodes of Hazbin Hotel, which was great. I really enjoy the character in my profile pic. He's going to be a big. bad one of these seasons. His name is Alastor and he's amazing. Snarky, full of himself, and utterly hysterical. He was kind of the hero of the season, by being a manipulative, scheming little asshole. I'll be sad when I'm supposed to root against him, but for now, I love him so. He is my blorbo. No more episodes until 2027 I think. So that's sad, but I want them to let their animator's sleep and have a living wage, so I will wait. Amazon as already ordered the next two seasons, so that's awesome.

After that, we had dinner and watched some of the Ghost Rite Here, Rite Now concert. Unfortunately, about a third of the way through, the dog wanted to be taken in the bedroom and snuggled, so we laid in there and watched all the clips of the concerts as shown in Ghost's Ghoulbanger's Ball. It was nice, and we snuggled the dog and watched videos.

Eventually, my 5am morning caught up with me, and I had to go to bed. My sister got home soon after, so I'm glad Jess wasn't up until too late.

I was out for Comic Con the day they asked for volunteers for January Saturdays, and I didn't bother on Monday whe I got back, so I have no Saturdays in January. Honestly, the money is nice, but it's not so much that I'll miss it. Our bills are fine on what I get normally. It'll be nice to have the ability to sleep in on Saturdays.

I got a really sweet compliment yesterday from [personal profile] summerstorm about one of my homebrew worlds. They're helping me with their graphic design skills, making some maps for my next campaign. The world is barely fleshed out, with some of the basics worked in, but they were very complimentary, and that was really sweet. Totally made my day.

This is the game that I'm considering putting on Drive Thru RPG once I finish writing it, so that people can buy it and run it for themselves. It's nice to have someone who's not involved in the campaign that I can use as a sounding board. (They are of course, getting credit and profit sharing!)

Maybe I'll work on that this morning some. Part of the challenge is that I'm working on tying this into the players backstories, so I need to strip that out, yet still make it compelling. I think I can do it, but it'll be a lot of work. It cant be worse than some of the premade modules that Wizards of the Coast has put out.

And on that note, if I'm going to work on it, I should do that. Everyone have an awesome Sunday!

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