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beansideGreetings from dreary Maryland. We're supposed to get a shit ton of rain this weekend, and I am not looking forward to it. I have things that I would like to do. I did not go to Costco last night. By the end of work, I was just done and I had a headache, and I just didn't feel like fighting traffic. I figure I'll go on Thursday when I'm off from work to take Jess to their 5week post op.
Also in peril is how many things I'll do today. On one hand, I really want tasty Russian food. On the other, if it's pouring, I don't know that I feel like driving downtown. We'll see how things look and how I'm feeling.
I just took my first dose of my new ADHD med. The insurance decided they didn't like Vyvanse, so now I must take Azstarys. I'm kind of annoyed, because the Vyvanse worked SO well for me. I'm sure this'll be fine, I just really liked the Vyvanse. For me, ADHD is a constant urge to do things. No focus or energy to do them, but I'm constantly anxious and constantly feeling this tightness in my chest that feels like a perpetual motion machine that won't shut off. It's frustrating and makes it impossible to relax. It also makes me emotionally volatile. I get overstimulated super easily and just feel bad. When I started Vyvanse, it was like a goddamn miracle. Total calmness and focus. My emotions are on a more normal scale, and I don't feel the border collie urge to do, do do. It's helped with work, because it's helped my brain focus, so I can see patterns in the schedules, and I can sometimes catch errors before they cause problems. It's part of the reason my bosses love me.
And maybe Azstarys will be just as good. It's a dual acting, so it has an immediate release and then a slow release component. The idea being that instead of waiting for it to kick in, there's an immediate kick in, and then as that's easing down, the extended release will start working. We'll see. I'll be interested to see what time it stops working. Vyvanse was about 7.
Today it shall be tested, first with Jess' suit fitting, and then with our game. Then, as I said, we'll see what we're going to do after that.
Tomorrow, I have a game, but nothing beyond that. I'm going to get some work done around the house and take it easy a little.
For now, I'm going to go forth and consider pants. And maybe a top and underwear, too. Can't go to Indochino naked. It would embarrass Jess if nothing else. Everyone have a superlative Saturday!
Also in peril is how many things I'll do today. On one hand, I really want tasty Russian food. On the other, if it's pouring, I don't know that I feel like driving downtown. We'll see how things look and how I'm feeling.
I just took my first dose of my new ADHD med. The insurance decided they didn't like Vyvanse, so now I must take Azstarys. I'm kind of annoyed, because the Vyvanse worked SO well for me. I'm sure this'll be fine, I just really liked the Vyvanse. For me, ADHD is a constant urge to do things. No focus or energy to do them, but I'm constantly anxious and constantly feeling this tightness in my chest that feels like a perpetual motion machine that won't shut off. It's frustrating and makes it impossible to relax. It also makes me emotionally volatile. I get overstimulated super easily and just feel bad. When I started Vyvanse, it was like a goddamn miracle. Total calmness and focus. My emotions are on a more normal scale, and I don't feel the border collie urge to do, do do. It's helped with work, because it's helped my brain focus, so I can see patterns in the schedules, and I can sometimes catch errors before they cause problems. It's part of the reason my bosses love me.
And maybe Azstarys will be just as good. It's a dual acting, so it has an immediate release and then a slow release component. The idea being that instead of waiting for it to kick in, there's an immediate kick in, and then as that's easing down, the extended release will start working. We'll see. I'll be interested to see what time it stops working. Vyvanse was about 7.
Today it shall be tested, first with Jess' suit fitting, and then with our game. Then, as I said, we'll see what we're going to do after that.
Tomorrow, I have a game, but nothing beyond that. I'm going to get some work done around the house and take it easy a little.
For now, I'm going to go forth and consider pants. And maybe a top and underwear, too. Can't go to Indochino naked. It would embarrass Jess if nothing else. Everyone have a superlative Saturday!
