What the hell?

[beanside]

So, the last two days, in addition to recovering from the flu, I think I'm finally starting to recover from the year. It took sliding to the edge of the map, but I think I've turned the bend. As Jess pointed out, this year has hit me in three of my biggest identity centers, and it really threw me. I lost my sense of worth in my work. I lost my sense of worth as a family caretaker when grandmom died, and I lost my religious worth when the coven split.

This year, I've been pulled in on myself like a turtle, trying to re-make who I am, and what I've come up with is that I was just fucking fine with who I was. So, with judicious pushing from above, I'm over this.

What that brings up is that it's time to dig in and be who I want to be, and that's an author. Not just of fanfic, but of kickass original sci-fi/queer fiction. So, I don't know if anyone (HA!) remembers a little Laurel K. Hamilton knockoff named Ragnarok, but we're going back.

New cast in some places, new story in some places, and a lot of revamping to get rid of the LKH cooties, but the same soul. So, who wants to be on the filter? (Cari, you get no choice. Sorry.)

[Poll #1472110]

Comments

[darling-lisa.livejournal.com]

Perhaps its the sleep deprivation, but this "a lot of revamping to get rid of the LKH cooties" just gave me a serious case of the giggles today. ::grin::

And no idea what Ragnarok 'verse you had previously created, but sounds fantastic and I imagine tht in your hands the mythology would be turned even more wonderful.

[caarirose.livejournal.com]

BTW, did you know Fred and Lumpy are part of the Ragnarok verse?

[darling-lisa.livejournal.com]

Reeeeally? *prepares to squee and runs off to scour archives to see what I can find* Just the fact that they are part of that verse fills me with joy. There should definately be Ragnarok then!

(and you know... the boys *poke, poke*)

[caarirose.livejournal.com]

This verse is the most amazing were verse ever!

and I am in no way, shape, or form biased.

much.