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[beanside]

I need a nap. And possibly a drink. Sadly, I can't have either right now.

Most of all, I need a vacation. Not a long one. Just a couple of days in the land of not here.

Grandmom's back at Good Sam for a tuneup with the CHF as of yesterday. Jess is doing a little better with the migraines/fibro, thanks to some new drugs that seem to be collectively making her more functional. I'm...wiped.

It's like now that things are settling, I've lost my get up and go completely. Sinuses are still a collective fuck up, ulcer's been flaring here and there. *shrug* Go figure. So yeah, I want to go away for a long weekend. I've gotta find somewhere with a spa that I can afford.

Understand, it's not like I feel particularly bad. I just feel worn. Ah well. Hopefully, later in the month we'll be able to get away for our anniversary. 4 years handfasted, omg. 7 together. If plaidder is right and gay relationships are like dog years, we've been together 21 years!

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[eponin10.livejournal.com]

*hugs lots*

Understand, it's not like I feel particularly bad. I just feel worn.

Gods but I understand. I get this way every couple of months. Between having a 4 year old, who's home a good chunk of the time and mostly not napping anymore (gods I miss naptime!) and working nights and weekends when I'm not home with the 4 year old, I find I'm tired all the time. It sucks and I go through the same thing of just wanting to go away, lounge by the beach or go to a spa just to recharge.

I hope you find someplace!

[beanside.livejournal.com]

*nod* Yeah, pretty much. When I start to feel snappish at my job, which I love, I know it's time to look for somewhere to go.

I hope you are able, next time you need it, too!