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We're pastt he halfway point and sliding towards the weekend!
I am so tired this morning. The last two nights, I've had some trouble sleeping. First, it was trouble getting to sleep. Then last night, I fell asleep fine, but then I woke up and was completely anxious. Just snapped awake and was immediately ready to claw my skin off. It sucked. I took a couple of anti anxiety meds and it settled down, but it was still not of the good. I kept waking up, too. Not the same level of panic, but anxious that I'd be anxious? I mean, I'm aware it's just the stress from the last couple of weeks coming out sideways, but goddamn, it's annoying the piss out of me.
Yesterday was thankfully not quite as bugfuck at work, though I did have one annoying patient that put me in a mood for an hour or two. But then, I had a young, very anxious lady who was worried about her first mammogram, and I was able to settle her down, so I felt better.
After work, I jumped into actual clothes and went to check out an apartment not far from us. I didn't like the grounds as much. It didn't have that heavily secluded feeling that I liked from the other. But the apartments are gorgeous. They have so much room! They have a 2 bedroom that would work very well. The bedroom is big enough that I could put my office in there and not have to be out in the open. There would be room for at least two, maybe three cat trees! It's a little bit louder of a complex, so we wouldn't be quite as anxious about Yoda barking now and then. I started the application. Don't know If we'll get it, but I've gotta try. It's also only two exits on the beltway from our current location, so that might be nice.
Today, I have another visit after work. We'll see how this one is. It's a little further from our current location, but not too far. (My brother in law kind of balked about the one north. He is proposing ones close to him, which I totally understand, but that's going to make my sister's commute longer. Not by a ton, but another 10-20 min added to the current 30-45 minutes. I have promised to go view the apartment, but we'll see.
Okay, now I shall get myself together for work. Everyone have a perfectly lovely Thursday!
I am so tired this morning. The last two nights, I've had some trouble sleeping. First, it was trouble getting to sleep. Then last night, I fell asleep fine, but then I woke up and was completely anxious. Just snapped awake and was immediately ready to claw my skin off. It sucked. I took a couple of anti anxiety meds and it settled down, but it was still not of the good. I kept waking up, too. Not the same level of panic, but anxious that I'd be anxious? I mean, I'm aware it's just the stress from the last couple of weeks coming out sideways, but goddamn, it's annoying the piss out of me.
Yesterday was thankfully not quite as bugfuck at work, though I did have one annoying patient that put me in a mood for an hour or two. But then, I had a young, very anxious lady who was worried about her first mammogram, and I was able to settle her down, so I felt better.
After work, I jumped into actual clothes and went to check out an apartment not far from us. I didn't like the grounds as much. It didn't have that heavily secluded feeling that I liked from the other. But the apartments are gorgeous. They have so much room! They have a 2 bedroom that would work very well. The bedroom is big enough that I could put my office in there and not have to be out in the open. There would be room for at least two, maybe three cat trees! It's a little bit louder of a complex, so we wouldn't be quite as anxious about Yoda barking now and then. I started the application. Don't know If we'll get it, but I've gotta try. It's also only two exits on the beltway from our current location, so that might be nice.
Today, I have another visit after work. We'll see how this one is. It's a little further from our current location, but not too far. (My brother in law kind of balked about the one north. He is proposing ones close to him, which I totally understand, but that's going to make my sister's commute longer. Not by a ton, but another 10-20 min added to the current 30-45 minutes. I have promised to go view the apartment, but we'll see.
Okay, now I shall get myself together for work. Everyone have a perfectly lovely Thursday!
