beanside | The Road is wild and wicked Winding through the wood.

Good morning@. I am a little woofly today. I ended up taking a second Ambien, which I hardly ever do, but was having a bit of a panic attack and just could not settle down. So, I got to sleep around midnight, and dragged awake at 6. Should be a fun day, especially since we have game tonight.

My panic attack was the sudden realization that CONfab was less than a week away. I have so much left to do! I need Dad's check to show up so that I can put it in the bank and have actual money for travel. I'll get my check on Wednesday, which will help, but I'd like to have some money before then.

I hate flying. How did I gloss that over in my brain? But here I am, hopping on a plane all alone. At least it's first class, so I can down a glass of wine first thing.

And then there's all the social anxiety. Well these people who I've been playing D&D with for four years like me in person?

And of course, the job waiting anxiety didn't help. I know they said a "couple of days." Which totally could mean Monday. AAAAAAH

Oh well, what will be wiill be. Nothing I can do about that.

Everyone have a wonderful day! I'll be twitching in a corner. lol