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I am not having a good morning. Despite autopay being turned off, Geico decided that today was an awesome day to take a payment, and now I have no money for the tmobile bill. ARGH. I'm going to try to call in a little while, and hopefully I can whine them into not turning off the phone service.

This is in addition to the death of our AC unit yesterday. As I'm typing this, it's a balmy 80 degrees in our house, and the nice people can't come out until fucking Monday. We have a warranty with them, so we can't just use someone else.

I'm having a bit of a shit spiral today. Thinking that I'm going to fuck up the car payments like this, and that I suck. It's not good. I feel like the worst person on the face of the earth, and I don't know if TMobile will extend a little grace or not.

I'm in full panic mode, and have no idea what to do. I'm hot and I'm freaked out and my bank balance is at $13 when I owe $220. It seems like such a small amount, but it's fucking up my shit good today.

The worst thing is that we pulled money from the retirement account, it just hasn't processed yet.

I keep calling Tmobile, but they tell me that they don't open til 6am, eastern. Sadly, it is already 6:45.

This blows.

I will have to see what we can do.

Anyhow, everyone have a fabulous Friday.