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beansideAnd it's office day again. Boo. Oh well, I will go in and do my crap and try to appear busy until such time as I can leave.
Yesterday was a somewhat rough day. First up came the news that one of my coworkers got the job for Quality Specialist. It's not the job I applied for, but is int he same dept. I'm happy for her, she totally deserves it. But then again, so did I. It's really making me feel raw over losing out on Knowledge Specialist all over again.
It didn't help that my managers called me not once but twice to get information on how things are done. They asked me to add to the RomperRoom level PowerPoint I had made. It's apparently going to get shown around to all the higher up managers so they can see what happens in the life of a case. I mean, I'm happy that C and S have such a high opinion of me, and I like sharing my knowledge with the team and them, but if this is going to be used as a fucking training manual for management and more, then I want to be fucking paid for it. It's utter bullshit that I'm apparently good enough to make training materials, but not good enough to get the fucking job. I'm tired as hell of having to train management on a Generalist's salary. On the other hand, it's more people who see what I'm capable of, maybe someone will be able to help me advance. Still, it's left me very disgruntled, and yet again wondering what it is about me that I can't catch a fucking break.
And my former!manager is all about me doing extra things and talks about a path to getting exceeds expectations this year, and I'm just...The reason I didn't get one this year is because we failed to meet sales goals, something I have no impact on. And say I did. Oooh, I get a whole 1% extra raise.
So, we shall see what today shall hold.
I swear, when I go into the office, those chairs and desks just wreck my back. I end up being sore and stiff. I think part of it is that I don't feel like I can get up as often as I do at home. Part of it is just that our chairs are shitty for me. They're made for your average man, and I am too short and too fat to sit comfortably in them.
Okay, guess I'm going to go forth and get my ass together for work. Everyone have a terrific Thursday!
Yesterday was a somewhat rough day. First up came the news that one of my coworkers got the job for Quality Specialist. It's not the job I applied for, but is int he same dept. I'm happy for her, she totally deserves it. But then again, so did I. It's really making me feel raw over losing out on Knowledge Specialist all over again.
It didn't help that my managers called me not once but twice to get information on how things are done. They asked me to add to the RomperRoom level PowerPoint I had made. It's apparently going to get shown around to all the higher up managers so they can see what happens in the life of a case. I mean, I'm happy that C and S have such a high opinion of me, and I like sharing my knowledge with the team and them, but if this is going to be used as a fucking training manual for management and more, then I want to be fucking paid for it. It's utter bullshit that I'm apparently good enough to make training materials, but not good enough to get the fucking job. I'm tired as hell of having to train management on a Generalist's salary. On the other hand, it's more people who see what I'm capable of, maybe someone will be able to help me advance. Still, it's left me very disgruntled, and yet again wondering what it is about me that I can't catch a fucking break.
And my former!manager is all about me doing extra things and talks about a path to getting exceeds expectations this year, and I'm just...The reason I didn't get one this year is because we failed to meet sales goals, something I have no impact on. And say I did. Oooh, I get a whole 1% extra raise.
So, we shall see what today shall hold.
I swear, when I go into the office, those chairs and desks just wreck my back. I end up being sore and stiff. I think part of it is that I don't feel like I can get up as often as I do at home. Part of it is just that our chairs are shitty for me. They're made for your average man, and I am too short and too fat to sit comfortably in them.
Okay, guess I'm going to go forth and get my ass together for work. Everyone have a terrific Thursday!
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Date: 2022-10-27 06:40 pm (UTC)can you ask for a chair that actually fits you? that seems reasonable, and something Corporate could be behind, since they're not actually in the biz of wrecking their staff's bodies