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beansidePosting late today due to dreaded doctor's appointment. I probably had time before, but focus was not happening. The appointment went well. He's thrilled that I've lost 15lbs. My Hemoglobin A1C was excellent, which means my sugar is controlled adequately. I feel a little bad about it, but I just went along with the weight loss talk this time. I just didn't have the energy to disagree.
And in truth, I have mixed feelings about the fact that I'm dropping weight. On one hand, it never really mattered to me. I go more on how I feel. On the other, there's that little part of me that thinks it's really cool, and wants to be able to fit in normal sizes instead of the limited plus size that I have to now. And since it's happening without any input from me, I'm just going along for the ride. My doctor thinks if the weight loss continues, I should consider therapy to adjust. He may not be wrong, because it's already sort of fucking with my head.
Now that I've spent an hour in an office, I'm exhausted. I think most of what I had planned is getting scrapped. I'm just going to relax, and maybe go out to dinner tonight with Jess.
Tonight starts Con.txt which looks like it's going to be awesome. I'm especially looking forward to the Leverage panel tomorrow. I believe you can sign up until 12:00PM EST, if anyone is interested. So that'll be my weekend. Unfortunately, I do have to work Sunday, so I'll be on very sparsely if at all then.
Okay everyone, have a happy Friday!
And in truth, I have mixed feelings about the fact that I'm dropping weight. On one hand, it never really mattered to me. I go more on how I feel. On the other, there's that little part of me that thinks it's really cool, and wants to be able to fit in normal sizes instead of the limited plus size that I have to now. And since it's happening without any input from me, I'm just going along for the ride. My doctor thinks if the weight loss continues, I should consider therapy to adjust. He may not be wrong, because it's already sort of fucking with my head.
Now that I've spent an hour in an office, I'm exhausted. I think most of what I had planned is getting scrapped. I'm just going to relax, and maybe go out to dinner tonight with Jess.
Tonight starts Con.txt which looks like it's going to be awesome. I'm especially looking forward to the Leverage panel tomorrow. I believe you can sign up until 12:00PM EST, if anyone is interested. So that'll be my weekend. Unfortunately, I do have to work Sunday, so I'll be on very sparsely if at all then.
Okay everyone, have a happy Friday!
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Date: 2021-06-25 05:51 pm (UTC)have fun at con.txt - and be sure to report back on any fun panels!!
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Date: 2021-06-27 11:32 am (UTC)So far, I've been enjoying it. There's a panel on 90's fandom that I'm hoping to listen to while I work today, so we'll see how that goes.