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It's Friday, and I want to go back to bed. I woke up around 4:30am, and took my pill and went to the bathroom, and then crashed again for an hour. That hour just kicked my ass. By the time the alarm went off, I must have just gotten deep, and now I'm groggy. I've got my coffee, and am slowly waking up. I also appear to be a bit snotty this morning, which I don't really appreciate.
I'm debating on whether to run a game tonight. The one that was scheduled had to cancel, and so the night is free. On the other hand, I have to work tomorrow, so I don't know.
Jess continues to be in pain while they wait for the labwork to come back and be reviewed. I want to know why they're hurting so much, and how we can fix it. I'm not good at my spouse being in pain.
Tomorrow, I have work, and then a game at 12:30. After that, I think Jess is going to work on their schoolwork, and I may take a nap. Sunday, we've got a late game, not sure how that's going to work out, but we'll see.
Okay, so there's about 8 people who were the "original crew" on the TTRPG discord server. And out of those 8, in the last four months, three of us have lost our fathers.
The third just happened, and it's bringing up feelings that I didn't even have when mine died. It wasn't as drawn out as ours, and I'm just so profoundly grateful for my friend, and suddenly so angry at all the shit we went through. Feelings are weird.
Okay, time for me to get myself together for work. Everyone have an most excellent Friday!
I'm debating on whether to run a game tonight. The one that was scheduled had to cancel, and so the night is free. On the other hand, I have to work tomorrow, so I don't know.
Jess continues to be in pain while they wait for the labwork to come back and be reviewed. I want to know why they're hurting so much, and how we can fix it. I'm not good at my spouse being in pain.
Tomorrow, I have work, and then a game at 12:30. After that, I think Jess is going to work on their schoolwork, and I may take a nap. Sunday, we've got a late game, not sure how that's going to work out, but we'll see.
Okay, so there's about 8 people who were the "original crew" on the TTRPG discord server. And out of those 8, in the last four months, three of us have lost our fathers.
The third just happened, and it's bringing up feelings that I didn't even have when mine died. It wasn't as drawn out as ours, and I'm just so profoundly grateful for my friend, and suddenly so angry at all the shit we went through. Feelings are weird.
Okay, time for me to get myself together for work. Everyone have an most excellent Friday!
