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It's Thursday, and I'm trying to wake up. Had a restless night with both a migraine and my shoulder just aching. Much like when I tweaked my back, I still have to do things like pull dad up in bed, and type at work, so it limits how quickly it would heal. I'd really love to get a steroid injection and see if that would help, but the ortho hasn't returned my call or email to see when we could work out.
The migraine hit around 4:30, and meant no Brindlewood Bay for me. Which sucked, because I was looking forward to spending a couple of hours playing with friends, but since looking at the screen of my phone made me nauseous, I'm pretty sure the computer would have been worse.
Work continues to be work. I continue to get things wrong, and continue to get shitty scores. Deep down, I'm wondering when they'll decide that I'm too much work, and let me go.
I've already got a nibble on the resumes I sent out. This one is for a medical call center with Hopkins. It would be a hybrid position, which would be lovely. I've missed working from home part time. And I've missed being in medicine. I've learned that much from 911. They asked for a phone meeting, so I'm waiting to hear when that will be.
I've come to the conclusion that the 911 job is just not going to work out. Even beyond the fact that my trainer dislikes me and I can't get a good score to save my life, while I like the work, I just don't fit there. These people eat, breathe and sleep dispatching, and I just am not going to be able to do that. I'm always going to put my family first, and eventually, that will be a problem.
So, onwards. We'll see what I can find. It's not what I was expecting, but it'll be okay. So, if anyone knows any place in the Baltimore Co/Harford Co area in MD, hit me up.
Okay, time for me to get myself together and put on pants. Everyone have the most excellent day. And Happy Hanukkah to those who celebrate!
The migraine hit around 4:30, and meant no Brindlewood Bay for me. Which sucked, because I was looking forward to spending a couple of hours playing with friends, but since looking at the screen of my phone made me nauseous, I'm pretty sure the computer would have been worse.
Work continues to be work. I continue to get things wrong, and continue to get shitty scores. Deep down, I'm wondering when they'll decide that I'm too much work, and let me go.
I've already got a nibble on the resumes I sent out. This one is for a medical call center with Hopkins. It would be a hybrid position, which would be lovely. I've missed working from home part time. And I've missed being in medicine. I've learned that much from 911. They asked for a phone meeting, so I'm waiting to hear when that will be.
I've come to the conclusion that the 911 job is just not going to work out. Even beyond the fact that my trainer dislikes me and I can't get a good score to save my life, while I like the work, I just don't fit there. These people eat, breathe and sleep dispatching, and I just am not going to be able to do that. I'm always going to put my family first, and eventually, that will be a problem.
So, onwards. We'll see what I can find. It's not what I was expecting, but it'll be okay. So, if anyone knows any place in the Baltimore Co/Harford Co area in MD, hit me up.
Okay, time for me to get myself together and put on pants. Everyone have the most excellent day. And Happy Hanukkah to those who celebrate!
