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beansideWe're at the halfway point, y'all. I actually slept a bit last night, so I'm a little more with it today.
Yesterday, I kind of hit the wall. The shit with dad has been going on for 8 days with only slight improvement, my sister is being a total Pollyanna and now my cat is missing a fang. It culminated with me realizing that I had to cancel my head spa appointment, because I might need that money for the cat. And I hit the land of done. I was just done. I can't handle one more thing right now.
So, of course I had my Quality meeting to go over all the ways I've messed up calls this month. I was good and professional, and explained that I have not been my best most of this month on account of Dad issues. My Quality Partner was very sweet, and understanding, but I still felt guilty that I haven't been doing as well as I should.
So at bedtime I cried a little, and I feel a little better today. Still sad and frustrated, but slightly better.
My sister has told me to remake my headspa appointment and dad will pay for the cat, but I don't know if I should. I feel guilty. Which should not come as a shock to anyone.
Today, the people are coming to trim our tree, so that'll be a fun day. Dog's gonna be barky, I'm going to be trying to work to the dulcet sounds of the chain saw. At least we have game tonight to distract me.
Tomorrow and Friday, my sister is off work, so that'll also be fun. She did pretty well last time she was off about not being loud while I was on the phone, so hopefully, she'll continue.
Okay, time for me to get myself together for work. Everyone have a wonderful Wednesday!
Yesterday, I kind of hit the wall. The shit with dad has been going on for 8 days with only slight improvement, my sister is being a total Pollyanna and now my cat is missing a fang. It culminated with me realizing that I had to cancel my head spa appointment, because I might need that money for the cat. And I hit the land of done. I was just done. I can't handle one more thing right now.
So, of course I had my Quality meeting to go over all the ways I've messed up calls this month. I was good and professional, and explained that I have not been my best most of this month on account of Dad issues. My Quality Partner was very sweet, and understanding, but I still felt guilty that I haven't been doing as well as I should.
So at bedtime I cried a little, and I feel a little better today. Still sad and frustrated, but slightly better.
My sister has told me to remake my headspa appointment and dad will pay for the cat, but I don't know if I should. I feel guilty. Which should not come as a shock to anyone.
Today, the people are coming to trim our tree, so that'll be a fun day. Dog's gonna be barky, I'm going to be trying to work to the dulcet sounds of the chain saw. At least we have game tonight to distract me.
Tomorrow and Friday, my sister is off work, so that'll also be fun. She did pretty well last time she was off about not being loud while I was on the phone, so hopefully, she'll continue.
Okay, time for me to get myself together for work. Everyone have a wonderful Wednesday!
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Date: 2024-08-14 08:03 pm (UTC)*hugs* if you want them, and all my thoughts that things ease a bit