And then, there's a bearded fetus.

<333 Every time my mom needs help (which is rare, really, and a side effect of her xanax addiction rather than a real age thing) I get so worried about the idea of being a caretaker at some point. I can't do that. It would fuck me up so badly. My life is already a mess but that scares me so much. So, while I'm not in your issues, I do understand how you could be feeling the way you feel, and I'm sorry you're in that situation. Thank god for ttrpgs indeed.