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beansideYesterday was not an awesome day. So, as I said on Saturday, I didn't get the email to invite me to a follow up interview. Found out yesterday that my coworker M did. I suppose it doesn't mean that they're not just running behind, but it really hurt. I felt so stupid and humiliated for getting my hopes up. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and lick my wounds all day.
Jess pointed out that I haven't gotten a turndown and that the whole process has been chaos, which is true, but doesn't help how I'm feeling. It just sucks right now. I'll get over it eventually, and hopefully, there will be a better opportunity down the road.
I think I'm going to implement some quiet quitting tactics, though. Going above and beyond has gotten me exactly nowhere, so it might be time to act my wage. I'll still help out when I'm asked, but I think it's time to stop jumping in everywhere that there could possibly be a need. I'm not a manager, they obviously don't want me as one, so it's not my job to anticipate every need.
Can you tell that I'm a little bitter? Six years, with only minimal promotions, and then they backed that out during the reorganization. I've spent the last two years busting my ass in the hope of becoming a manager, and I couldn't even get an interview. Now this? Nope.
Okay, enough about that.
Jess is meeting with her (potential) new Psych today. We're trying a group called Brightside that does all virtual appointments. Jess doctor has moved a distance away, and also is out of network, so if we can find something virtual for them, that would be great. Also, their doctor didn't react awesomely to the whole medical cannabis card, which was not a great scene. We'll see how this goes. If they like it, I might consider trying it as well. My psych is okay, but I don't feel like I've really connected with him. I feel like if I wanted a total overhaul of my psych meds, we'd be in the weeds.
Okay, time to start getting ready for work. Everyone have a wonderful Monday!
Jess pointed out that I haven't gotten a turndown and that the whole process has been chaos, which is true, but doesn't help how I'm feeling. It just sucks right now. I'll get over it eventually, and hopefully, there will be a better opportunity down the road.
I think I'm going to implement some quiet quitting tactics, though. Going above and beyond has gotten me exactly nowhere, so it might be time to act my wage. I'll still help out when I'm asked, but I think it's time to stop jumping in everywhere that there could possibly be a need. I'm not a manager, they obviously don't want me as one, so it's not my job to anticipate every need.
Can you tell that I'm a little bitter? Six years, with only minimal promotions, and then they backed that out during the reorganization. I've spent the last two years busting my ass in the hope of becoming a manager, and I couldn't even get an interview. Now this? Nope.
Okay, enough about that.
Jess is meeting with her (potential) new Psych today. We're trying a group called Brightside that does all virtual appointments. Jess doctor has moved a distance away, and also is out of network, so if we can find something virtual for them, that would be great. Also, their doctor didn't react awesomely to the whole medical cannabis card, which was not a great scene. We'll see how this goes. If they like it, I might consider trying it as well. My psych is okay, but I don't feel like I've really connected with him. I feel like if I wanted a total overhaul of my psych meds, we'd be in the weeds.
Okay, time to start getting ready for work. Everyone have a wonderful Monday!
