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beansideI'm officially off Viibryd, and it is sucking. I constantly feel on edge, and yesterday, a customer made me cry. Fortunately, I was able to put her on hold, and get myself together. I'm so frustrated, and terrified that the Latuda won't work, or will have side effects I can't live with. I need it to work. I need not to be like this. It's making work harder, and I know I'm screwing up things.
We've been going to the gym three days a week. Right now, that is also a little frustrating, because I can't do much yet. I'm barely able to do four minutes on the elliptical. I know we've only been doing it for just over a week and a half, but I feel pathetic and wimpy. (Yes, this probably ties into the whole depression thing, but it bothers me.)
We had a good weekend despite my brain. Had Greek food for our anniversary lunch. 15 years as of June 21!
This was the non-legal handfasting. Just us and our former coven and a beautiful ceremony. Oddly, we had kebobs for that, too. *shrug* It was a good day. Jess had spent until 2 am the night before at the Harry Potter midnight book launch for Order of the Phoenix. I'd gone to the launch and then spent the night reading it. I had to be up early to work, then I picked up our cake on the way home. I was early, so I finished the book in the parking lot. The weather was overcast, but we had time to eat and cook the kebabs before it rained. The wedding was held in our High Priestess' attic. We decorated with rainbow ribbons and $8 wire arch from Michaels. It was the cheapest, most DIY thing ever, and it was perfect.
Our legal wedding was perfect, too. Just family and the awesomepoisontaster as our officiant at a really tasty Irish restaurant. Very low key, we signed the papers and had brunch.
Okay, time to do some work. Ew. Here's hoping today goes better than yesterday.
Two more days until I get my new meds.
We've been going to the gym three days a week. Right now, that is also a little frustrating, because I can't do much yet. I'm barely able to do four minutes on the elliptical. I know we've only been doing it for just over a week and a half, but I feel pathetic and wimpy. (Yes, this probably ties into the whole depression thing, but it bothers me.)
We had a good weekend despite my brain. Had Greek food for our anniversary lunch. 15 years as of June 21!
This was the non-legal handfasting. Just us and our former coven and a beautiful ceremony. Oddly, we had kebobs for that, too. *shrug* It was a good day. Jess had spent until 2 am the night before at the Harry Potter midnight book launch for Order of the Phoenix. I'd gone to the launch and then spent the night reading it. I had to be up early to work, then I picked up our cake on the way home. I was early, so I finished the book in the parking lot. The weather was overcast, but we had time to eat and cook the kebabs before it rained. The wedding was held in our High Priestess' attic. We decorated with rainbow ribbons and $8 wire arch from Michaels. It was the cheapest, most DIY thing ever, and it was perfect.
Our legal wedding was perfect, too. Just family and the awesome
poisontaster as our officiant at a really tasty Irish restaurant. Very low key, we signed the papers and had brunch.Okay, time to do some work. Ew. Here's hoping today goes better than yesterday.
Two more days until I get my new meds.
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Date: 2018-06-26 01:32 pm (UTC)I'm sorry for the suck, and send all good wishes for the new meds.
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Date: 2018-06-26 02:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-06-26 07:35 pm (UTC)