Ugh. So, as usual, it's been months...

[beanside]

The med that I was on is still working, but as expected, it's tapered from the initial "Holy shit, I have feelings?"

Now, mostly I have the ability to feel, but it's not enough impetus to break the log jam around my creative process.

On the other hand, now I feel shitty that I can't quite pull it through into actual writing. Jess has been stuck in a mixed state for the last few weeks, and while the agitation, hypervigilance and insomnia keep it from seeming fun, she has been writing a ton.

So, after some research, we're adding 2mg of Abilify to the stew and I may increase my lamictal to compensate, if it sends me through the roof.

I just want my words back. I know they're still in there.