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It's morning again. At least today I don't have the horrible adrenaline hang over from the ER. It's weird, in the early mornings I feel pretty okay. I'm not particularly dizzy. It usually kicks in after I've been awake for a while. It's just really strange. I'm sure the stress over the symptoms is not helping any. I feel cruddy, I freak out and then I can add anxious to the symptoms.
It would be nice if my primary care has some ideas on Friday, because I am idea-free at this point. I'm willing to hit up any specialists she thinks I should, if it'll only make this go away. Dr. Google is not helpful, except for making me crazy. It seems to be convinced I have meningitis or a fungal sinus infection or other neurological issue. I mean, I suppose the fungal sinus infection is possible?
I'm just tired of it, and a little afraid they're going to tell me it's just stress. I'm a little worried that it is just stress, in which case nothing can be done about it.
Work yesterday was dull. Only one of my markets came in, so I spent the day without much to do. Then, when it did come in, our systems suddenly decided to slow down to a crawl, so that was annoying. Today, I'm doing the delivery updates, so that'll keep me a little more busy. That'll be nice for a change.
Then, tomorrow, I have to break down my current set up and box it up to take to work on Thursday. I want the shiny new tech, but at the same time I'm not looking forward to having to drag in the old stuff. I'm also not looking forward to having to be in the office for a full day. I've gotten out of the habit of keeping my face neutral, so that could be fun.
Basically, all is status quo at the moment. So, I shall go forth and get myself together for another fun day of work. Have a good Tuesday everyone!
It would be nice if my primary care has some ideas on Friday, because I am idea-free at this point. I'm willing to hit up any specialists she thinks I should, if it'll only make this go away. Dr. Google is not helpful, except for making me crazy. It seems to be convinced I have meningitis or a fungal sinus infection or other neurological issue. I mean, I suppose the fungal sinus infection is possible?
I'm just tired of it, and a little afraid they're going to tell me it's just stress. I'm a little worried that it is just stress, in which case nothing can be done about it.
Work yesterday was dull. Only one of my markets came in, so I spent the day without much to do. Then, when it did come in, our systems suddenly decided to slow down to a crawl, so that was annoying. Today, I'm doing the delivery updates, so that'll keep me a little more busy. That'll be nice for a change.
Then, tomorrow, I have to break down my current set up and box it up to take to work on Thursday. I want the shiny new tech, but at the same time I'm not looking forward to having to drag in the old stuff. I'm also not looking forward to having to be in the office for a full day. I've gotten out of the habit of keeping my face neutral, so that could be fun.
Basically, all is status quo at the moment. So, I shall go forth and get myself together for another fun day of work. Have a good Tuesday everyone!
