I just had a huge shit-eating grin on my face when I updated my LJ flist and this popped up!
Wow. I loved it, I hated it, I loved it, I hated it, you know? I mean it was perfect. Perfect love, perfect angst. My heart just hurts because of Jensen - the emotional struggle he is going through - the internal war that he is fighting with himself. *sob*
And Jared - kind, loving Jared, him leaving at the end almost brought me to tears - seriously!
And your Jeff...god, honestly, he makes my panties wet he is just that wonderful. And I'm not just talking about the sex, but the way that he holds everything together, the way he talks to Jared, Jensen, their life.
God... I just need more. Please? Because Jensen's so broken and he needs to be fixed, to love them, to accept what they are offering, everything.
Thank you though for adding to this piece and for running my emotions through the wringer!
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Date: 2007-01-24 02:51 am (UTC)I just had a huge shit-eating grin on my face when I updated my LJ flist and this popped up!
Wow. I loved it, I hated it, I loved it, I hated it, you know? I mean it was perfect. Perfect love, perfect angst. My heart just hurts because of Jensen - the emotional struggle he is going through - the internal war that he is fighting with himself. *sob*
And Jared - kind, loving Jared, him leaving at the end almost brought me to tears - seriously!
And your Jeff...god, honestly, he makes my panties wet he is just that wonderful. And I'm not just talking about the sex, but the way that he holds everything together, the way he talks to Jared, Jensen, their life.
God... I just need more. Please? Because Jensen's so broken and he needs to be fixed, to love them, to accept what they are offering, everything.
Thank you though for adding to this piece and for running my emotions through the wringer!
*hugs*