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On a stormy sea of moving emotions
My beloved day of rest, and my ass woke up at 5:30 and did not get back to sleep. Body, why you gotta be like this. Oh well, maybe I'll actually get something done for a change. Probably not though. We definitely need to go to the dispensary, because Jess is out of sleepytime weed. They're going to try a new product: Relaxing peppermints. This is in service to finding an edible that we can take with us to Florida, since Jess understandably doesn't want to be carrying a syringe of RSO. These can go in an Altoids can and no one will be the wiser. Life would be easier if Florida had legalized weed, but we can't always get what we want. They do have medical marijuana, so it's not like it'll get us kicked out of Disneyworld.
I started watching a Disney walkthrough, because that helps me get the lay of the land. I think I'm going to have to find another one, though because the one I'm watching seems to be determined to go back and forth from the front of the park, which involves a lot of backtracking and it's annoying me. Just go in a big circle like a normal person! The bonus for this one is that it has all four parks, which I want. I like walkthroughs, especially since the last time I went to Disney, I was three. I remember nothing but a weird fixation on the Country Bear Jamboree.
Yesterday was mostly boring. Dreary and kind of blah, and I did absolutely nothing before game time aside from taking a shower. I had said when the hot water was back on, I was making a hard rule that I showered at least three times a week for my mental health. Yeah, I've been in there every day, scalding my skin off. It's lovely.
It's funny, the online mental health didn't work out for me, but they did put me on Trazadone. It was supposed to be instead of Ambien, but that wasn't going to happen. It did help me sleep, but it's also really helped my mental health. I'm hoping that my normal shrink will be willing to prescribe it. (I don't see any reason why not.). I do have to tell him that I cheated on him with another Nurse Practitioner, but I figure I'll explain that I wanted to try therapy and it was a package deal.
Last night was my goth disaster babies, in Curse of Strahd. My favorite quote was "Over there, that's a level 7 enemy, and we're level 3." It gave me the giggles. The next session, the party is splitting in three, which surely won't come back to haunt them.
Okay, Monster of the Week is early today, so I'm off to review my notes and get myself together. Have a wonderful Saturday!
I started watching a Disney walkthrough, because that helps me get the lay of the land. I think I'm going to have to find another one, though because the one I'm watching seems to be determined to go back and forth from the front of the park, which involves a lot of backtracking and it's annoying me. Just go in a big circle like a normal person! The bonus for this one is that it has all four parks, which I want. I like walkthroughs, especially since the last time I went to Disney, I was three. I remember nothing but a weird fixation on the Country Bear Jamboree.
Yesterday was mostly boring. Dreary and kind of blah, and I did absolutely nothing before game time aside from taking a shower. I had said when the hot water was back on, I was making a hard rule that I showered at least three times a week for my mental health. Yeah, I've been in there every day, scalding my skin off. It's lovely.
It's funny, the online mental health didn't work out for me, but they did put me on Trazadone. It was supposed to be instead of Ambien, but that wasn't going to happen. It did help me sleep, but it's also really helped my mental health. I'm hoping that my normal shrink will be willing to prescribe it. (I don't see any reason why not.). I do have to tell him that I cheated on him with another Nurse Practitioner, but I figure I'll explain that I wanted to try therapy and it was a package deal.
Last night was my goth disaster babies, in Curse of Strahd. My favorite quote was "Over there, that's a level 7 enemy, and we're level 3." It gave me the giggles. The next session, the party is splitting in three, which surely won't come back to haunt them.
Okay, Monster of the Week is early today, so I'm off to review my notes and get myself together. Have a wonderful Saturday!
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I long for the day we have reasonable cannibis laws in this country. The lack of legal options here is on my list of reasons I may end up leaving NC.