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Well, I've found one benefit to the lack of sleep and chronic pain. I have no energy left to worry about Wincon, and whether anyone will like me in person. Last time, I was so thoroughly spazzed, I swear. "OMG, what if they meet me and hate me? What if they realize I'm really just a big old dork? What if-" Yeah. So, those of you having that spazz right now? Relax. Everyone thinks it. Even the people who I think of as the BNFs still have that little freak out, trust me. *shrug* Fortunately, this year, I appear to be in "Screw it" mode. I'll have fun, I'm looking forward to meeting people, seeing friends, but I just can't work myself up.

I've still got stuff to get done before then, which sucks, but I'll live. Laundry, picking up supplies for the Roadhouse.

Today is a bad tremor day, which has caused me to spill coffee in my lap. Whoohoo! Good thing it wasn't too hot. It'd be a shame to have burned girly bits for Wincon. I plan to take advantage of having a hotel room, dammit. Granted, that'll probably work out to having sex once or twice, but still!

Now, I believe I shall pretend to do some work. Probably a good plan, since I am taking a long weekend.

*grin*

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Work? What's that? *g*

And gods... *flails* I have so much to do before Thursday! *eeps*

*laugh* I have laundry, to go to BJ's for roadhouse snacks/room snacks for Jess and I, liquor for roadhouse, finish packing, finish cleaning car, pack car...

*nods* Yes, most of that is on my list, too (except the Roadhouse supplies), and added is: pack jewelry to sell, laundry, get car oil changed, get hair cut, laundry print directions, and yet more laundry. *g*

AAAAAHHHHH. WHAT IF I'M NOT FABULOUS?!

*is spazzing*

You're always fabulous, mona-doll!

Can. Not. Wait.

Pfft.

I already know that you're fabulous.

I am doing that freak-out thing, which is dumb. SO. I guess I needed to hear that, thanks.

*laugh* I think we all do it.

I just can't work up the energy right now.

No burning of the girly bits (or any other bits), please.

WinCon's gonna be awesome; thank you so much for all your hard work this year! *smish*

Wincon is always awesome. I'm just an auxiliary helper.

*grin* Jenn and Kassie are the real badasses.

Yeah, but you've been fangirl on the ground even with your body working against you.

And you're right, WinCon is always awesome. :)

I heart your new layout, baby.

*lick* I heart you.

what's not to love?

You're gonna have the bestest time, sweetheart.