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You're more than a sunshine in my eyes
I was up off and on early today. Boodle decided at 4:30 that it was a good time to come in and visit repeatedly until I finally got up at 8. I don't know why this is suddenly a thing, but it's a tad annoying. I love her so much, but having a 15 lb bowling ball of a cat suddenly land on your stomach with all four of her little feetsies is startling at 4am. Sometimes, just to make sure you noticed, she'll give this little howl of triumph as she lands, which is...okay, gotta admit, kind of cute. Baby, you're a tiny Jabba the Hutt of kittydom. I noticed.
I feel a little less scattered today. I think yesterday I was a little down about the interview thing and I couldn't quite get myself together. Also anxious about more storms, since Dad's battery backup was drained, and I couldn't find the cord. I tried charging it with another cord, but no dice. Dad was fretting about it, and therefore was poking at me and generally being an asshole. It culminated in me yelling, Jess getting angry and freaked out, and Dad telling us that without his CPAP machine he'd just die. After Jess told him he was being a dick, he apologized, but I doubt that'll stop him from doing it again. He tends to take his anxiety out in passive aggressiveness. It's not a good scene for any of us. I couldn't find a cord that went to the thing, so I ordered a generic cord with a lot of tips. Hopefully, one of them will work. If not, guess we'll be ordering a new backup.
Today we have D&D with Jess' friends. I'm a little bit anxious about it, because, y'know, new group of people. Also, they're Jess' friends from the Undertale fandom, and I want to make a good impression. We're doing character creation and session 0 today, so I don't know how much playing we'll actually be doing, but we'll see.
Okay, time to go actually do some prep work. I'm going to get some more coffee and get myself together. Gotta put on the DM panties and get my shit together.
I feel a little less scattered today. I think yesterday I was a little down about the interview thing and I couldn't quite get myself together. Also anxious about more storms, since Dad's battery backup was drained, and I couldn't find the cord. I tried charging it with another cord, but no dice. Dad was fretting about it, and therefore was poking at me and generally being an asshole. It culminated in me yelling, Jess getting angry and freaked out, and Dad telling us that without his CPAP machine he'd just die. After Jess told him he was being a dick, he apologized, but I doubt that'll stop him from doing it again. He tends to take his anxiety out in passive aggressiveness. It's not a good scene for any of us. I couldn't find a cord that went to the thing, so I ordered a generic cord with a lot of tips. Hopefully, one of them will work. If not, guess we'll be ordering a new backup.
Today we have D&D with Jess' friends. I'm a little bit anxious about it, because, y'know, new group of people. Also, they're Jess' friends from the Undertale fandom, and I want to make a good impression. We're doing character creation and session 0 today, so I don't know how much playing we'll actually be doing, but we'll see.
Okay, time to go actually do some prep work. I'm going to get some more coffee and get myself together. Gotta put on the DM panties and get my shit together.